Spent the whole day at school yesterday. We had our last hip hop rehearsal with Mycs. Treasured every single second left in the class.. No matter how tired I was I just kept going... I wouldn't see her in class anymore, what more do I have to lose? Class was supposed to be from 10.30-12 but it wasn't enough to finish the blocking for yfest's third day performance. So it was extended till 12.45.. But she spent like almost 45minutes saying her last speech to us and talking to us and hugging us individually :'( Couldn't stop crying... I want her to stay I really do... At least if she stays, I could go to her open class even if we don't get to learn hip hop next year in school... :'( I can't thank her enough for everything... Really...
After her class, some of us stayed back to do a video for her. We performed a choreography she taught us a few months back but we didn't get to perform. Of course we added in a few changes here and there and had personal messages for her at the end.. I'm not the talking type of person I didn't know what to say on the spot.... Hmmm but I hope she feels my gratefulness from the card I gave to her. Love you Mary Chris
Danzpeople recital was today. I fell asleep at 10 last night. I was actually forcing myself to stay awake till Mycs replied my message but her last seen was so long ago and it wasn't like her. So I slept at 10 and woke up at 10.30. Checked if she saw the message, BUT HER LAST SEEN DIDN'T CHANGE..... K so I went to sleep. Haha woke up at 7.30 the next day.. Prepared and headed to school.
Did makeup and went to NLB drama theatre for our stage run and full run and alot of runs LOL. We got to rest for 1.5hours. During that time I was busy helping people do their hair.... So didn't eat. Mycs came to our dressing room before call time. Happy she did cuz we managed to take photos with her and showed her the video we made <3 Of course tears came out again :'( She was holding it in but I knew she was crying already.. Her reaction to the video is really priceless.... Mycs :'( Meh what should we do with you mycs you make us cry so much :'(
Show started. Went around taking photos with random people. Performed and was not feeling very good because it meant that the day was gonna end... Already felt super sad when they were doing the curtain call rehearsal. I don't want it to end :( This Jingwen keep telling me to not start.... But she cry so much nobody can win her really.
After the show, when Patrick kept calling for Mycs I was already tearing :( When she brought out tissues to clean the floor area that was wet I felt even more sad. Don't know why but while she was making her speech I cried even more... Waited for Mycs to us and she said she didnt like us cuz we always cry... I felt happy that she said that because it means we mean alot to her... And yeah when she said that we all cried again and gave her another big hug. This is not gonna end :'( I can't be happy because she's leaving. I just can't!!!! Haven't been talking much to my parents lately cuz I'm just this way :( I need a few days... To be okay. There's the last one which is on Monday, the actual day she's really leaving and we're sending her off.. I can't bear to see her walk away I really can't...
Writing this out is just not helping my emotions at all because I'm sobbing like mad now. I'm like recalling what happened so it kinda brought back the feelings too... No Mycs no... Luvenia says we're going to the Philippines next year. I really hope it's true cuz I'd really go!!!
Our item. I'm from 1:28 onwards. Try & spot me :)
Spent my Saturday in school again. So apparently Afiq's friend was coming to teach us choreo TODAY and not tomorrow. Me and Andrea and Jingwen thought it was tomorrow. Thank god I woke up at like 10ish if not I would've not gone. His choreo was amazing~~~ I had fun learning~ I was contemplating on whether I should go home or stay.. Didn't wanna go home because I think all I could do was probably stone or maybe start sobbing again... So I was sitting there... Using my phone, browsing through photos.... Already on the verge of crying and Afiq and Ruishan started playing Just Give Me a Reason. It doesn't link to Mycs in anyway, lyrics wise. But it was a sad song and I couldn't hear any sad song at that moment because I was already sad and YEAH FILLED WITH EMOTIONS. Gah bleh I didn't expect myself to cry so stupid. Funny thing was I made Andrea cry with me OMG LOL.
I decided to stay on because yeah I didn't wanna go home and sob even more. Went for dinner and Amirul joined us after that. Went back to the studio to dance even more~ Taught them our grown woman and All night choreo!! Afiq catches steps so fast goodness gracious. Stayed there till 10plus and went back home~ It was fun! Didn't regret staying...
But thinking that I'm not gonna do anything particular tomorrow and that I'm sending off Mycs on Monday is making me super teary. I am picturing so many possible scenes in my head and it's driving me nuts. WHY WHY WHY T_T I'm so sad that we only get 1 year with her and all her other students in SG knew her for 2 years... We only got 1 year T_T ONE YEAR IS TOO SHORT EVEN SHE SAID IT... Mary mary mary you shouldn't leave. I'm never gonna say goodbye. Noooooo :'(
Ryan swaggout sexy man if y'all remember from my swaggout post.
Vampire dancers from the best item of the night excluding the Instructors item.
My Mary Chris Villoso. You're the best <3
Photo with Amirul the most diva vampire ever
Last photo with her for the night after even more crying
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