Yfest

"Cause sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you just wanna give up. But you gotta search within you. You gotta find that inner strength and just pull that shit outta you, and get that motivation to not give up and not be a quitter no matter how bad you just wanna fall flat on your face and collapse." 

-Eminem, Till I collapse

Hello guys. Yfest is over and I am so sad because there's nothing else to look forward to anymore... Ok I need to get my head in this post because right now my thoughts are everywhere and I haven't sort it out yet. Like there's so many things I want say I don't even know where to start.

On Thursday, I had rehearsal at school for yfest. It was supposed to be the day where we go to the Esplanade outdoor theatre to do our spacing and shit. But the haze was so bad it got cancelled. So we ended up rehearsing in school for like 5hours straight. For hip hop, my soul won't die. 

On Friday, I went to catch World War Z with Jai and her sis. Her sis so funny. She reminds me of myself when I was young. When I was young, I needed to have this like "warming up" thing before I start talking to people. LOL when I just saw her she was so quiet and all but after awhile she started talking and making us laugh :') Because I felt like I was seeing myself, I tried my best to be someone that I would want others to do to me. I felt weird that day because I was the noisiest. K now i know... If someone is even more quiet than I am, I'll probably be the one making noise. 

World War Z was awesome!!! I mean I know Brat Pitt's awesome and all but yeah overall I thought the movie was good! When it comes to movies ah.... I'm more of the suspense, zombie, shooting, vampire kind of watcher. Not action and sci-fi kind of person.. 

Went to Thomson for taohuey!!! Been so long since I went passed that area (My secondary school area) It was somewhat nostalgic even though BPS looks as pathetic as ever.. WHOOPS hehehe. 

On Saturday morning, all i did was stare at the PSI rate, whether it was going up or down. Really felt like I was looking at stocks... If it was higher than 200 by 3PM, Yfest would be cancelled. So i was praying so hard it wouldn't be cancelled... God was indeed on our side!!! At 2pm, it went down tremendously!!!! So Yfest was still on. We went back to school at 4.30pm to had a last rehearsal and headed to Esplanade after that. I FELT GOOD AFTER PERFORMING. I don't really know if it was neat or what but I really felt good. I could feel everyone's energy and all. You know if you can feel the class' energy, nothing else matters!!!! Shafiq, Afiq, Ariffin, Amirul, Shawn and Rif were there!!!! Met them at KFC and we were making a din outside KFC LOL. WHY? Because the three chipmunks couldn't stop tease-praising me. & they imitated me like so extreme we all couldn't stop laughing. So funny omg almost died. I can't remember when was the last time that happened to us. Owell it was a nice short gathering anyway. 

Sunday was the last day of Yfest. I wasn't feeling as excited as I was for the first day. And after rehearsal, even worse cuz it really looked messy... I wasn't doing really well either. Confidence level dropped so much on the way to esplanade. CL's baddest female remix helped me alittle but still not enough. I felt like I gave my all during performance but when I watched the video it looked so horrible.. :'( Mycs still said we nailed it...... Don't know to believe or not but :( Compared to the other groups we're like . . . . . AYE bleh i need to stop comparing really but I NEED TO ok shut up shan 

I loved how we bonded with the seniors so much. Ok maybe not with me but as a whole we're kinda able to talk to one another now and stuff like that. They are nice people, really. :) Also, I think i really need to thank Miss Melissa for always giving the weaker ones in Dip2s chances. I would've been out a long time ago if she didn't gave us chance. I think the dip2s finally feel belonged in School of Dance. Or maybe it's just me LOL. . . 

I am excited for school to start but at the same time, I'm not ready for the stress and shit. I kinda have no more performances to look forward to until Orientation day which is like early August.... But.... yeah it's in school not very exciting. The next one would be the diploma show probably. Maybe a tad exciting because we get to perform jazz I think and we would be performing in the flexi(I THINK... LOL some theatre space in sch) Of course not forgetting all the asian dances that we would be collaborating with the performance dip2s. Hmmm~ Heheheh. 

I really hope I can be in Oschool's recital. It'd be an amazing experience i can foresee it. Well there are auditions and it is not easy to get in. But i guess no harm trying right..... Never try, never know. I am still not very happy that I have like one month of break with no plans. I CAN'T STAND IT. Ok maybe today I don't find it boring or what but I'm sure by next week I'm gonna complain non stop. GOODBYE I'M GONNA GO HEAR TILL I COLLAPSE AGAIN (such an awesome song)