Screwed body clocks
Long nights
Short afternoons
Irregular meals

The holidays have officially started.

Been talking to Amanda for the past few days wheee felt like the old days. I like how me and her always have random conversations anyday anytime. So I was telling her about my issues and I kinda told her like if I can stay up till 3am then I'll start the conversation first with that person because I know very well that person sleeps at like 5 in the morn every Saturday. Oh good lord when 3am came, I had no balls so I didn't. I just went to sleep instead. LOL my head only filled with thoughts like "wtf who the heck is this person texting at 3 in the morn"

But for some reason, balls decided to grow overnight so I did start the conversation afew nights ago and it's going on for quite awhile. We talked the most last night and I was freaking out when the day was ending because I didn't want it to end :( I don't want to wake up knowing that person saw my message and decide to just totally ignore it. THAT'S WHAT HE ALWAYS DO ANYWAYS. I wouldn't be surprised if he did but I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN. So I was kinda like "shit i need to snap back to reality in afew hours time I'm so sad."

Guess what guys guess what?

WE ACTUALLY CONTINUED THE CONVERSATION. This is unbelievable. I really am still in that state of shock. But of course after like Wed everything's back to normal. Sigh pie I don't need such things in my life k that's why I have kpop to make me happy. 

I love it when people open up to me. I feel closer to the person. I feel like there has to be a certain level of trust towards someone for you to open up your heart to. Well for me I feel different. People always say I'm whining when I actually tell people how I feel. I don't like it!!!!! Like anything I say sounds like I'm complaining. So sad sia my life. It's ok I have my blog, lol.

OK RANDOMNESS ASIDE! I met Yvonne the Aussie woman today to catch "Catching Fire"! OMG I swear it was so good. So many heart wrenching scenes. BUT I still hate hunger games ending. Like seriously?! The endings are like so improper I can't even. The first movie didn't really wow me because of the damn ending and like everything was so predicted. Nope I didn't read the book. I mean you should at least put a proper ending! It's as if the movie just got cut off liddat. Wa worse than twilight series sia. (Just the ending guys I'm not talking bout the whole show) But overall yes it was a super good movie. Because the ending's so annoying, I might just go buy Mockingjay because I'm dying to know what's gonna happen. 

We were walking around and suddenly mentioning Jai in our conversation AND SHE APPEARED LIKE 5 SECONDS AFTER. It was so freaky I couldn't even say anything. We stopped talking cuz I was replying to JAI's message and when I pressed send, SHE APPEARED!!!! OMG my amazing pabz is amazing. Idk but sometimes you just know you'll bump into somebody. How am I supposed to explain this man it's unexplainable L O L. but yay I was so glad to see her omg~

It's now 2.16. Yeah yeah shopping spree part 2 with my momzy tomorrow wooohoooo!