Today was a good day out with Amanda. I love random outings because they are the best. Thats why they say unplanned situations are always the best. IT'S SO TRUE. I shouldn't plan ahead of my life. I never ever know if I'm ever gonna wake up the next day. I should just LIVE FOR THE NOW. God I'm such a yolo bitch nowadays I couldn't even care less. -_- Now i'm just kinda annoyed with myself for throwing my problems to her. LOL it's like she's getting live feed from my everyday life. Not even good news.

I feel so unhealthy this whole holiday I can't even. I didn't dance, I eat so much (not really but still unhealthy food), I never exercise, so much alcohol involved….. Sigh the god damn beer belly is gonna come out anytime soon if I'm not gonna stop T_T Oh well but then again… I can only do this during the holidays. So just go all out la fuck I don't even care anymore.. The only thing I haven't done…… Club. When am i gonna freaking get my ass into a freaking club?!?!?! Oh my god everyone is always planning but no one is doing anything. So annoyed. Gah but then again I think it'd be better to club with some of my classmates because they are kinda like….. regular clubbers?? LOL! We shall see. But I enjoy chilling and just drinking and enjoying the wind. It makes me feel nice especially with the people I hang out with.

I can't freaking wait to see Jazreel that irritating bitch thats always too busy for me tomorrow. IT'S BEEN TOO LONG!!!!!! I missed her like shitttttz omg.

Tonight's been one weird night. I feel so connected to that person today I don't even know how it's even possible. Something's wrong with me omg ok bye bye I shall stop creeping myself out.