It was a very last minute plan to go back to school. The film students contacted us and asked if we could meet so we just said yes. It was for our dramaturgy project. I was initially dreading to go back to school... I don't want to see people that I'm not ready to see especially when everything was in such a mess. I still was in the morning up to the moment I reached school.
Oh well I was actually welcomed by my classmates and schoolmates. Oh my god that joy was just..... Unexplainable. Its been too long since I felt that!!!! Hahaha. Though I saw Jingwen yesterday but seeing her, Andrea and Laban today was super comforting!!! Wanted to hug them so tight.. Hahaha!! BECKY TOO!!
The person that I was so eager yet scared to see actually came late. Like an hour late LOL. He was texting and saying that he was rushing for lion dance. Afew minutes later after I replied, he came. I was facing the reflection so I could see him. I swore he saw me the moment he came but he just ignored my presence. Ohmygod I didn't know what to felt. After 5 minutes or so then he came over to say hi BUT it was just a tap tap hug and then he disappeared to practicing his lion. Suddenly felt so like arghhhhhh. I haven't seen him for like one over freaking month and that's all he did?! Tap tap and go?! Holy crap. Why is he so serious in his work..... Ok good thing la hahaha. So it was just awkward like hell because I didn't know why he didn't wanna talk to me :'( So sad... I didn't bother doing anything either cuz he was so obviously making himself busy with other stuff -_-
He disappeared again and then when he came back he sat next to me. Oh wow finally he decided to acknowledge my presence la. We barely even said 5 sentences... Cuz coach ling called him for help at H :( Boohoo... Oh wells finally could talk alittle more when he was dismissed. Finally gave him the things I wanted to give.. It was only after that he gave me a proper hug. sigh getting a proper hug from him is the rarest thing on earth really :( I don't know if it's just me or what... But I really cannot stand insincere hugs. Especially from the people close to me!!! it's annoying. That was why I was annoyed when he tap tap hug me argh. Lol. But I was genuinely happy that he was happy though. Made my day.
Had lunch with Cheryl and Laban. Ordered some pizza and banana cake that me and Cheryl shared. I ordered cookies and cream milkshake BUT J DIDNT FINISH IT!! Miracle or miracle?!?! HAHA. Chatted about stuff and then we went back to the frass.
The film students were there already at about 1.30pm. So we talked for like an hour or so and things were settled!! I was so happy~~ Yay we're heading somewhere!!!
After that I just hung out at the frass with Andrea and Laban after that. Also looking at the performance kids do their stage combat thingy. When class was dismissed I went to take my bag and said bye to him. Oh my god he gave me the longest hug he ever gave to me... (which I mentioned probably like a thousand and one times that it's the rarest thing on earth.) It was so nice I didn't wanna let go -shit I am dead what am I talking about I am dead!!!!- But yeah :'( He even said something at the end which I never expected him to say.. OMG totally made my day again ahhhh..... Going cray cray~
Ah sigh I really missed him. Especially for the past few days... It's been one hell of a horrible week. I did tell him tho but there was like lag time because I was really shocked he said it first.. Haha... :')
Went to find Jai after that at Jurong East!!! First time that I go to Jem and Jcube.. Hahaha not bad ah the place there. But so confusing and shit. Wanna find fastfood also so hard. Haiyo. We went there to ice skate!!!!! I totally forgot how to ice skate. God it was so annoying like my left leg could lift up but everytime I lift my right leg I'll lose balance. WEAK LEFT ANKLE STUPID SHANNY LOL. Ya but I kinda managed to skate again after awhile... Kinda la better than last time. & I fell right on my left butt cheek. It's definitely bruised now.
Every part of my body is aching like MAD!!!! I have a stiff neck, back ache, core ache, legs definitely burning like mad. ENTIRE BODY REALLY.. It was a miracle that I slept before 1 yesterday. I was really too tired from the 2 classes I went yesterday..
I'm finally dancing again!!! So happy~~~ I won't say I was that bad for my first 2 lessons after like a 2 month freaking break.. Went with Jingwen Ruishan and Afiq!!! Hahaha ohmygod Afiq was still as funny and ridiculous as ever~~~ My danzpeople Afiq was there too!!!! Ohmygod I missed him too!!! It has been like freaking almost 4 months since I last saw him.... TIME FLIES TOO FAST!!!! Gah before class Kayte told me she needed to go home straight aft class. After class there were too many people so I didn't wanna hang around. Walao after that she text me asked why I left because afiq and her was looking around for me and wanted to hang out awhile... So sad I really missed them!!! Afiq and Kayte :'( Gah I will stay longer next time tsktsk. But when is the next time gonna come... School's about to start. Afiq had to make me jealous by telling me he's graduating soon in Feb or March. So he has lotsa time to go for classes. BITCH!!!!! I'll resume!!!! SOON!!!! Next holiday. Goddamit that's damn long. -_-
Oh wells I'm really super tired now and I'm going to bed. Yay to a Good Friday <3 Yes it's only 12.42AM~!!!! Getting my bodyclock back to normal~ Woohoo~
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