Where is this going?

Meh I have an essay draft due this coming Tues. Not looking forward to meeting up with the film students. They make me nervous like hell and then I end up dancing like shit. But the week after is.... proj week. This year's project week's so slack. Don't need to return to school for classes. Only a day to film the dance for camera collab. & the other rest of the days are just..... slack man. Gotta go to AWWA to do volunteer work but BETTER THAN DYING IN SCH. Wow it's actually like a mini holiday right? Considered la.... Heheheh... 

I woke up at like 7-ish and pretended to keep sleeping till like 11-ish. Everytime i switch positions I think of the essay draft thats due on Tues. Like dafak I haven't even started on it. Hahahaha game over to me. I wanted to start the moment I woke up but guess what..... Daddy shocked me with a freaking DSLR camera. I can't believe it!!!! Why did he suddenly buy for me?? It wasn't even my birthday. LOL. I was so shocked man I was speechless. I didn't even know what to say. You have no idea how long I've been wanting one but because it's so expensive, I just didn't feel like I needed one. Can't wait to finally learn how to use it. Told Davin about it because he himself is a photographer and he said he's willing to teach me. Well seems like he's more prepared to scold me than teach me. HAHAHAHA. He was like "Are you prepared to get scolded?" WADAHELL 

Met him in the afternoon for a movie. This boy came like 20minutes late. I spent that 20minutes at Popular looking for books. Oh my god save me I wanna buy so many books but I don't even have the time to read them all. How how how!!!! Thankfully the movie haven't started when we went in. When he realised I paid for the popcorn and drink, he gave me THAT face. LOL I don't feel comfortable with someone paying everything... He paid for the tix so i thought I should just pay for the food right. I don't want to make him feel like I'm going out with him so I can get free food or free tickets or whatever crap la. Becuz I know people who're actually like that, I don't want to give the wrong impression. Lol... 

Caught "That Awkward Moment" and it was kinda relatable in a way so it wasn't that bad after all. Wanna watch "Endless Love"..  Had dinner and coffee with him. Sometimes I wished he would just tell me what he's thinking. He obviously looked like he had a lot in mind. So I asked if he was stressed over something but he said there was nothing. Then after awhile he admitted he was stressed. & The thing he was stressed about was actually something that I didn't expect.. LOL sometimes when I see him I actually see myself. You know sometimes when a friend acts a certain way and you'd go like "Wow so that's how I am when I'm like that" or something. 

Went home and just stoned infront of my computer the whole night. Stupid essay stupid shit stupid school. bye bye because school's tomorrow.