I cried so badly in my dream... What? Never in my life have I ever cried in my dream. At least in my dream you bothered to tell me what happened and what went wrong. Thank you. Thank you for entering and leaving my life like it's nothing. I won't deny that it started out as a distraction. But somewhere in the middle I'm sure I started caring. When you decided to leave I know I had no choice but to play it cool. I lost I know. But whatever it was because it didn't affect you, I had to make sure it didn't affect me either. I'm sorry I have so much feelings for everything. I want to tell you that you've played with the wrong girl but I asked for it. So I can't blame anything or anyone but myself.

The meaning of crying in dreams: As in our waking life, crying in our dreams is typically symbolic of emotional pain. Crying can also be a way of releasing emotions that we've either denied or suppressed for some reason.

My dreams kill me every time. Most of the time I don't remember what I dream unless it has a really close relation to my life and the people that I dreamt of are important. I wouldn't say that you're important but.... I guess you did mattered to me at that point of time. Can't deny my own feelings so yeah.

I have 19 days to think of a perfect gift.