Puiiiii

I.... had such an awful day. From the moment I woke up till the end of the day. 

So I met up with becks again for a movie in the late afternoon. Heard some news from someone and it obviously kinda spoilt my mood and couldn't keep it off my mind the entire afternoon/night. I feel so sorry for becks sigh why am I always ranting to her abruptly just cuz I can't contain my emotions. But I did enjoy the movie though. Caught The Other Woman and it was awesomezzz~~ 

Went back to school because I had like 2 hours to kill before I met up with Jaz. So I saw Andrea in school. & we kinda hung out at our usual frass and talked. I really think this week I've been so stoned I can't even. People who don't know me might just think I'm on drugs or something. Like today officially marks a week from me being stoned. Yeah fuck this shit. 

Met up with Jaz and on my way there, she just kept thinking I was high or not sober or something. What da heck I didn't even eat ANYTHING let alone drink. Lol.... So when I met her I finally exploded and she understood why I sounded high. Yeah I just went bonkers because I had so much shit on my mind that I needed to say something to someone. I was so damn happy that I could meet and talk to someone especially at that point in time. SO THANKFUL TO YOU BABY YOU HAVE NO IDEA. 

Yeah right now I'm kinda back to reality yet again and I'm just like what the fuck everything just feels surreal so I'm back to stoning. When I reached home, I literally didn't do anything for like a good whole 30min. SIAO SIA shan you really siao liao. 

Whateverz I'll deal with shit when the time is right. So as of now, shan is already mad with her fucked up no future life. So yeah goodnight