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Hi everyone

Mazlan just taught us his recital piece today. AND I DIED SOBS. This is the third time that I'm going to his class and I'm still trying to get used to his style. LOL I can't believe I'm saying this but I haven't done street jazz in a REALLY LONG TIME. So tough so tough. & even if I've did street jazz, it was always very easy and relaxing and we have to concentrate more on performing rather on you know, crazy moves. But Mazlan is different, guys. Mazlan's movements are all cray cray and we have to be on performance mood too. WOAH TOUGH SAVE ME. So tired after his class. His class really super crazy LOL. Omg next week start of recital rehearsal. ME GONNA DIE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. Ok I don't rmb the choreo already. LOL I don't even remember how the music goes. Ok I hope to do better next week. I hope he goes through the choreo again. PLEASE GO THRU THE CHOREO AGAIN. LOL!!! As if crying for help on my blog would help.. But ok

So I haven't been going out. Been on my phone almost the whole day.. HAHAHA I love it. I love talking to people who keep my mind off of people that I don't wanna think about. I'm going through this whole phase of how a person is so similar to me and all. Waiting for the weekends because those are the times when he books out... Going days without texting the person because he has to be in the jungle.... OMG MAN. LOL GUYS IT'S ALL HAPPENING AGAIN THIS IS SO CRAZY HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS?!?!? I really don't believe in fate. That's why I take so long to digest all of this. I can't believe this person actually exists. I can't believe it la okay LOL. No you don't need to know what I'm talking about. Just be happy for me that I'm happy. & I know this happiness won't last. Because I know chats with awesome people never last. So I'll just embrace this happiness and move on when I'm supposed to. AS OF NOW, YAY!!! HAPPY ME IS HAPPY. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO NONSENSICAL. ME LOVE.

Was on the train with Andrea just now and SERIOUSLY OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY WAS NEXT WEEK. I thought it was next NEXT week. LOL!!!! Ahhhhhh still no plans oh no