Where should I start. So horrible feeling horrible

Yesterday was the first staycation I had in my life with my clique. First thing that spoilt my mood, my family. I only expected my mom to follow me down because she booked the room under her card. So ok but no they crashed my room and made me feel like shit because they were dissing the room. How small it was how simple it was bla bla. LIKE FUCK I NEVER ASKED YOU GUYS TO STAY STOP COMMENTING. Ok so that spoilt my mood. Then suddenly ignorant and annoying assholes be calling me nonstop or like whatsapping me nonsense like give me a break I can't deal with shit like this. Don't send me selfie. THAT IS NOT ACCEPTABLE IF I AM NOT CLOSE TO YOU OR IF I DON'T FIND YOU ATTRACTIVE. Bij pls

So ok we went to the beach to hang out till Jai buka. All's still good. Had dinner after that at about 8plus. Went back to the hotel and took turns to bathe and prepare. It was the first time ALL of us were clubbing together. First time Amanda Charlotte and Jai were clubbing. I was kinda stressed the previous night already because the place that we were planning to go, I've never been there before. & the people I know who goes there, are like ahlians and shit omg. Ok whatever I just threw my anxiety away and went with the flow. Reached Club K and I was like what the fuck. You can never believe what happened. THE CLUB WAS EMPTY. NO ONE AT ALL. Really. I got so shocked I almost died. Stupid guy still told me to come earlier. LIKE OMG IF WE CAME EARLIER WE BE LIKE HANGING AROUND DOIN NOTHIN. When we were there it was almost 12 ok. So back up plan, we decided to go Butter instead.

Couldn't find a cab to butter. CRAZY SHIT. We ended up taking the super expensive cab. Starting price was $5 plus $9 surcharge. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK RIGHT. Like whatevz

I was excited because I haven't been to butter before. So we reached there, got our chops and when we were about to enter, the bouncer said our chops were not properly chopped. So we had to go down and get it chopped again. Fak? He made a big fuss about it like what the hell. After we got in, I fell so lost. LOL obviously since i haven't been there before. It was already like 12.30 then and we still didn't get any drinks I was damn pekchek already. So me and Liqian bought a jug of Whiskey Coke. I was just sipping non stop and yet I was still so sober. I felt like it was damn diluted sia damn. After awhile Andrea's friend finally got us drinks. Gosh thankfully they gave us super strong ones. Went to the dance floor with Liqian after that and omg we haven't even reach the dancefloor people already tryna pull us to their table. DUDES NEED CHILL. Well but we kinda had good company. Gotta agree that they were super funny guys. Very shocked that they can remember my name but whatevz.

I sobered up when I realised my phone was missing. Fuck my life. That's why every time I club I need to put my damn bag in the damn locker. And hold my damn phone SO NO ONE CAN BLOODY PICK POCKET ME. Ok it wasn't me who got pick pocketed. It was Liqian because I left my bag with her. Damn mood spoiler. I spent like 1 over hour digesting the fact that my phone actually got stolen. Seriously sia the bag inside got liqian's phone, my wallet, her wallet and my phone. That person spilled my mints all over my bag and stole my phone away. Kanina. Seriously need one tight slap on the face. So of course I went out and panicked because I wouldn't know what to tell my parents what. Annoying people. So one of the guys that I was hanging out with AKA Nick, suddenly came and helped me out. Er well not exactly he was like helping me and rubbing it in my face at the same time. That bitch LOL. Went out of butter and sat at the stairs for awhile, still trying to understand the whole situation. Nick and co were just sitting there and idk la, they were being very omg. My clique went back first. I just sat there with Liqian because well yeah don't ask me why we stayed. LOL. Went to have mcdonalds... Of course Nick's friend paid. I was so confused with Nick's actions like dude what do you want. He said I wasn't a simple woman. PLEASE YOU NOT A SIMPLE GUY LOL.

Ok went back to the hotel after that. I had to contact Jo before I fall asleep. The only thing I could think of was how to freaking contact him. God.... So annoyed. It was almost 6 already. I just slept till 8. So freaking cold ok slept without blanket. SHOULDVE BROUGHT MY JACKET RIGHT. Why i so stupid. Woke up and bathe and am awake all the way till now. Super tired. Super shag. Want to cry. I'm like thinking about all that has happened. SO HAPPENING IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I enjoyed myself here and there. Like when I was at the beach with the clique. When I was in the club dancing my life away. When I was hanging out with those guys even though they damn annoying at the same time. I loved it. But family being annoying, losing my phone, going home and getting scolded, now dad ignoring me AGAIN. Like seriously what? Right now I'm still really stoned out because I haven't slept yet and really, all that's keeping me awake right now is jo or else I'll be sleeping my ass away already honestly. Sigh can be any more grateful and thankful that he's making me feel better. Actually being with my clique too. Somehow I just feel happier. Sigh i love y'all. Bad night or not with them all's good.

I LOVE YOU LIQIAN I LOVE YOU. Sobs I feel so bad for making such a big fuss about my phone. But I didn't did it on purpose to make her feel bad.... :'( I was just panicking for myself and thinking about the consequences I was gonna face when I get home. Sigh problematic. Can't they just forgive me. So irritated. They said it in a way where all the fault lies on me. Kanina. I really can't believe they don't know me at all. I hate this. But fuck it I'm just gonna take all the blame. Not like they never do this to me before. So fuck it. I can't believe my dad is showing me attitude 3 days before i turn 19. Wow so perfect his timing.

Whatever. I can't wait for Wednesday... I don't know what I'm doing in the day but in the night I'm definitely feeling it. Not really la I have to deal with my parents oh to the god -_- BURDEN LA. I mean technically I'm their biggest burden (hopefully not regret but probably is) but ok they burden me too