Elloz

My neck is in serious danger right now. Feels like the time when I injured my neck just before Open house. Feels like that now. Horrible. LOL and wow my inner thighs are aching. Funny because I don't remember training my inner thighs yesterday!?!?!? LOL

Spent my whole night talking to my oldest god sis. God.......  She was my one and only in the past man. I remember how she was the only person I wanted to talk to every time I came on MSN. Yet the kind of replies I get from her were one word replies because all she could do was... Emo about a manslut. So we talked about our past and we just.... reminisce shit. LOL I can't believe it. I was shocked when I received her message. She was like "I messaged you because I missed you.." I was SO SHOCKED. I've never gotten such a message from her before. It was always me talking to her. I kinda redownloaded LINE and her chat box appeared. Wow what good timing right?

6 years man it's been 6 years. I can't believe how I've changed so much and yet I'm still the same. LOL so weird right!??!!? I lead such a different life now. I mix with such different people now. I've became a much better person and yet I'm still fucked up in so many different levels that no one would know.

Oh wells. You know what? In another 6 years I'm gonna remember what kind of nonsense life I've been leading now and then laugh at myself again.

Many days I feel so lifeless. But when people actually do want to know my story I actually have a lot to tell. & I wonder where those stories come from. My life is really a lot more dramatic than I initially planned it to be. Its only when I start telling people my stories then I realise I actually do have quite a life.

HAHA but right now I think I'm really gonna be lifeless already. I kinda have a few plans coming up but.... well other than that I'm either broke or am too lazy to get out of the house. Hmmmm :B

If by tomorrow my neck is still not okay I don't know how am I gonna go for open house.