Weekend getaway with the bae

Hey I'm finally home

The zhuzhu came to pick me up at my house yesterday afternoon. Staycation at the fullerton hotel... YEAH I KNOW RIGHT ATAS LIKE HELL. I also very.... shocked like crazy. The hotel was so amazing I can't even imagine I was there with someone I love and not even my family... It was crazy... Seriously felt like a one night honeymoon.

Ordered room service for lunch and I was shocked by the serving size. Seriously cray but it was seriously so delicious. Stayed in the hotel, fell asleep becuz it was sooooo damn comfy, and then went for date night with him at almost 9. Went to the restaurant and bars nearby for dinner and drinks. Heart to heart talk for hours.. My heart was feeling so much it was crazy. It was like there were so many things I could've said but.... Nothing came out. I am not afraid to show him my vulnerable side. It was just that I couldn't put my words into sentences and I felt insane. I really feel like the luckiest girl to have met him. Like really. Baby you have no idea.

Went back to the room at about 12 and we decided to watch a movie but there were no nice movies to watch. "Bad teacher" was playing on tv though. So we ended up watching that instead. LOL but he... "I don't know why this movie turns me off so bad" YUP I WOULD KNOW. After jumping around and shit this boy was hungry yet again!!!! OMG at that time it was already like 1.30 or something. He decided to call room service AGAIN LOL OH MY GOD. So yeah Bak kut teh and lasagne at 2 in the morning. It was crazy. We both fell asleep before they rang the bell though. Holy it was such a nice sleep I suddenly regretted ordering room service. Woke up, ate our food and then we went back to sleep. Yup so we slept at like 3 or sth... BUT THE BAK KUT TEH WAS AMAZING. Like seriously I love it.

I have a lot of things going on in my mind right now. That I can't deny. & it's really all over the place and I really can't seem to sort them out, neither can I put them into sentences. It's not that I think status is something that's super important. Becuz I'm sure even without that, if we love each other we'll stay by each other. I know I will. Becuz you just mean that much to me. Of course it hurts to know I'm not exactly the first priority, but I'll make do with it. Only because you're worth it. You told me not all girls or almost NO girl will ever wait for a guy like this. Think again. Or maybe stay a little longer baby. You'll know I'll be here till the end of time. Becuz I'm Shanette. Shanette doesn't give up on the things that belong to her. Shanette doesn't let it go just becuz things are getting hard. Shanette goes through every shit there is just to get to it's destination.

You have no idea how amazing it is for someone to look at me with those lovely eyes. You don't know how romantic you are when you do little things like keeping me warm when I say I'm feeling cold. Your warm embrace.. Your soft kisses... It's crazy. Whatever I'm feeling. I don't know. I feel too lucky. Too surreal. Baby are you real?