Sweetest classmate ever

This girl above has seriously been making me so happy in school recently. I don't know why... Actually it always has been. The past 3 years with her has seriously been so funny. She's always there when I need help. She's always making me laugh because she's such a joker... 

Recently in one of Shouyi's classes, she seriously make me laugh until I really cannot tank. LOL so we were standing in line according to height. We are of the same height but maybe becuz I'm bigger sized than her so I look taller. But that day she tied a bun. LOL stupid woman she used her bun and pretended to be taller than me. HAHAH. So we were supposed to do the movements when we're super close to each other. You have noooooo idea how many times we hit each other (not on purpose). Then there was this one movement where we were supposed to push each other to the floor all at once and then get back up immediately using our own strength. Wah she best ah she think I am the floor. I trying to get up she push me down. LOL Shouyi was just so speechless he just think we're such jokes. 

I don't understand Shouyi also la he seriously love disturbing me so much. I don't know ah it's only this year where he started to call my name every single rehearsal... So weird ah. It's always like the more I try to ninja the more the teacher will call me. WHAAAAAI.... I don't want you to see me the more you see me. I remember the first few rehearsals this year when we were learning the new combination of the dance. Woah first time he praise me? I was like woah? You serious? Then after that because the choreography got longer, my brain got more fried so I couldn't remember anymore. Then he started targeting me.... Walao T_T I was standing at the back. & he made me go to the front... & I couldn't remember the steps.... So I got mocked by him cuz I do the step like so funny. CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT ME LEH HE. So many rehearsals he love to call my name (for the wrong reasons ah not good reason). I don't know why leh somebody tell me. I very funny meh? Of soooo many people he chose to look at me... So freaking stressed like even if I know my stuff I also end up doing wrong because I can feel his stare even though I'm not looking at him.

Then just now I was going home. Honestly didn't really had a good day. But Yaqi made me felt soooo much better... 

Started off the day with ballet. You have no idea how mentally gone I was. I don't know my soul fly to where. Literally like dead body moving. I guess Toru could sense my horrible tension so he kept telling the class that he doesn't correct our techniques anymore because he thinks we must be mentally there before he can even correct us... I felt so bad.... So I just woke up and found back my soul. 

Chinese dance was alright too. I love Jenny.... But why can't I do her piece nicely... I look so ugly doing Chinese dance I feel so bad. She came into class and we all were so lazy we just didn't wanna do rehearsal. HAHA. She asked who's missing. I said Andrea. & Andrea is like always teased by Jenny because she's forever with Syar. So don't know how we ended up asking about Jenny's love life HAHAHA and she ended up telling us too. So cute she so cuteeeeee! Then she asked us, "besides school what else do we do outside" Andrea replied her "dating lor!" HAHAHA omg then she also exposed me "this one also dating lor!" Wah Jenny's reply so unexpected. "I KNOW!!!! See her instagram i know already... But I cannot tease her because her boyfriend is not in school!" LOL then everybody made noise.. AIYO cannot be in love meh! HAHA shy die me sia walao. 

On a side note there was some silent drama in my class that I do not know of.... Like whaaat. Omg the whole world knows how much I hate being part of them so I was kinda thankful I know nothing of it. Until today of course. Oh wells I feel so bad about it but at the same time I'm also annoyed. WALAO can I stop being the nice person -.- Can everybody stop being so mean.. 

Sigh kinda spoilt baby's mood I guess after that so I was really affected by it and didn't managed to concentrate in Jazz. Dapheny out to kill us.... Walao the choreography like so damn contemporary sia it was so unexpected. Okay after awhile I kinda gotten the hang of it but oh wells I guess my body just physically can't do it. So weak shan so weak. We were split into two groups. So I get very mad when I count the steps wrongly or do the steps wrongly or just can't simply do the steps. WHY EDEM MUST KEEP DISTURBING ME. I wasn't even feeling good already dafak. From far he was like "I think shanette best ah. After the whole thing she end with 'fuck la fuck'" SORRY LA PEOPLE NO MOOD MA. PEOPLE CANNOT DANCE WELL MA. Cheebong he always make me the star of the class. Always during Dapheny class he always so mean to me. Then dapheny said "From now onwards ah, if Edem makes fun of you one time, I'll grant you a wish. You can also slap edem anywhere you like." Meh I also don't want to entertain anyone alr so I didn't respond. Bloody hell la 

Of course my moodiness ate into the next class too. Shouyi.... I really have love-hate relationship with him and his class. How liddat. It's like I don't know how to respond when he praises me. I feel like sometimes his praises are just there to make me feel less demoralised. But the thing is I know it myself I know I don't do well.... Then we were doing this crazy fall thingy in a clump with my classmates. Sorry uh maybe my face too obvious but I really couldn't enjoy doing that part. I really had no motivation... He told us he'd let us go early if we do our last run properly. Oh wells doesn't make a difference... I just felt like a zombie. Wah when I zombie then he praise me. My leotard almost fell off during the run he also can praise me. 

Wanted to eat with someone but I didn't bother asking where everyone was going so I just went 7/11 to get something to drink. Yaqi scare me. She came in also and called me. I was like "Eh why you here also." She said "Becuz... I saw you walk in here so I also follow you. You're going to the mrt right? Me too so lets go together. I wait for you" WHY SHE SO CUTE LOL. So on our way there we were just talking about random stuff and school stuff... I told her I really just no motivation to go school anymore. & she told me I really got improve this year. I'm like seriously...? How come I don't feel it at all.. Suddenly she talked to me so seriously. She told me she really like me a lot as a classmate. She told me that her personality in class is a joker. She loves to joke around with people but she chooses who she can joke around with. She told me she particularly love joking around with me because I always make me smile and laugh. She told me she really like my personality a lot. She said I have this hidden personality that very little people can see but she doesn't know how or why she knows it. She asked me if I realised that the whole class loves joking around with me.. I'm like no I don't think so obviously... Then she said it's true and even Shouyi. I'm like omg Shouyi ok so I'm not being delusional about him disturbing me all the time. Last week Shouyi invited our class to his open class at THE. Yaqi and Laban went I think. Then Yaqi told me Shouyi kept talking about me in his class and like how he will always watch out for me. WHAAAT???? Why sia what I do sia I'm so confused leh LOLLL I very nice to disturb meh!!! 

Becuz we had to go separate ways already so we said goodbye. I didn't expected her to continue her conversation... She texted me and said this.... Why so sweet... 

She said I bring happiness to her day..... I told her I feel like the days in lasalle are too long and I'm losing my motivation... She told me I'm the one who makes her happy... I never ever knew my presence can make someone happy.. I really didn't expect this.. Sometimes really the simplest things in life makes me the happiest. & then she talked about graduation... Meh emotional me is emotional what is this. I actually wanted to skip morning class tomorrow.. But becuz of her I'm gonna make sure I go. 

The day will pass fast... Tomorrow will be a better day. It's friday I gotta be happy. I can do this.