Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Just losing every tiny ounces of motivation left for school. I know I am left with 3 months. But I just am so bloody lazy to go for technique classes... Sometimes even rehearsals I'm just like oh my fucking god I'm wasting my time.... 

Melissa said this year all performances will be based on whether the choreographer wants us in the piece. Honestly what's the use..... We still have to go for bloody rehearsals. Waste so much of our time and then we're not in the piece? So stupid. -_- I am so happy if Christina says she doesn't need me in her piece. Cuz I really doooooo not want to be inside. Wasting my time seriously. But I also dooooo not wanna go for her rehearsals. Yeah seriously just take me out. I haven't been attending her rehearsals anyway -_- 

Shouyi pissed the fuck outta me today. I was sooooooo not motivated in his class but I still tried anyway. I was there and just like why the fuck you still adding shit, you're already done with your piece.... So we were all going through this combination that we learnt way back last year. & He was polishing us. Mafakaaaaa he just had to "NO SHANETTE THAT IS WRONG" So he came to me and asked me what's the mechanics of a turn. He asked me questions that I couldn't answer and he just fucking wanted to me to answer. & when I did he just say, yeah more? FUCK YOU LA MORE. I seriously hate talking to him. 

He is one bloody teacher that can really make me boil so bad. Then he told me "I'm just asking you a simple question. You don't need to show me your attitude. Do you think it's a must to do this? I can don't do this. You just need to tell me." I'm like fuck how the fuck you want me to answer you. I didn't answer so he just kept giving me the "So seriously what the fuck you want" face. WAH damn mad liao. WHEN A STUDENT DOESN'T ANSWER YOU, HE OR SHE OBVIOUSLY DOESN'T KNOW THE ANSWER. So your fucking job is to answer me when I'm quiet. So he did answer me. So when I tried again I still did wrongly. I landed on parallel foot instead of turned out foot. Well when you bloody make me so mad you think I can still do your bloody stupid move right? FUCK NO. Don't you test my bloody patience becuz I AINT GOT TIME FOR YOU. So he was like "Ur foot? Parallel or turn out? You look and you tell me" I told him parallel and he went like "What did I just say? I say lead with your heels." Kns HEELS HEELS HEELS SHUDDAP I DONT WANT TO TURN ANYMORE. Why he so guailan. Someone tell me. So ya fuck it 

One of my pet peeves is when one keeps pestering me for an answer. I JUST HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. I HAVE NOTHING TO TELL YOU. I HAVE NO WORDS FOR YOU. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU. Don't bloody push me to one corner. Chicken nugget. 

Stop it leh seriously what he want from me. Lame also leh I wear what shirt he also want disturb. Wu tang wu tang yaaaaaaa whats up with my wutang shirt. STOP DISTURBING ME. Sometimes in bloody class I just want to be by myself you know. I just don't want anyone to bloody break my inner peace but people just love disturbing me. Can you not. Leave me da fuck alone yo. Seriously or else I'll turn into hulk I tell you. Annoyeng max 

Oh welllllssssss on a brighter note... It's me and my darl's 2nd month!!! I love him soooo much. Loveliest man alive and I'm so glad he belongs to me. There will be many more months to go.... Then years till infinity and beyond!!!! HOHO~ <3 

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