What's the meaning of sorry anymore..? What's so hard to tell the difference between being angry and disappointed? 

So much shit going through my mind the past week. I don't even know why but I just feel so annoyed from Monday till now. Legitly annoyed by myself. So tired of showing or telling how I feel because what for. 

Sucky to feel like this on the first day of lunar new year. But well.. It wasn't even gonna be good in the first place. Sucks. Someone turn my heart into ice.

Really disappointed. While I was there waiting for him to tell me he's home, he fell asleep. Should I applaud for him? Don't know anymore. Fucking migraine is killing me. Fucking throat is killing me. Fucking gotta get up at 10 tomorrow. Fuck my life.