2:14AM I can't sleep.. :( Running through the messages someone sent me this night. I feel so drained 😭 I know nothing can beat what he is actually feeling. But i feel so trapped.. who can i talk to 😭 I've been watching videos by this one girl that was promoting positivity and happiness... I can so understand yet it's so hard to do it on myself. I really need positive vibes i really don't know how long i can be by myself and my feelings.. Been quite sometime since i felt like this.. Suddenly it's all hitting me at once.. I really feel like crying.. I really cannot explain how i feel i just feel like crying until i cannot cry anymore