Just currently listening to christmas songs just to make myself feel better about December.

I gotta say it's the worst December in so long. Everyday is a boring day. No overseas this December. Honestly Christmas vibe is so little... Theres really so much I wanna do yet so many restrictions... I just want a nice Christmas :( I want to live some disney childhood dream.. I want to go somewhere cold with Christmas markets with my loved one. I want to be a kid waking up on Christmas day with lots of christmas gifts under the tree with my name on it... :( I don't want to grow up :'( Growing up sucks and I'm so sad in all honesty.

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