I miss baby.. Though i seriously just said goodnight like probably less than 30minutes ago.. Man i miss him i need hugs i want my staycay i want to go out..

I'm miss the going out spree we had before this whole aus-sol nonsense. Now suddenly it's so stagnant and i'm getting really really bored being home :'( I'm not saying it's not nice cuddling with him but I want to hang out and create memories again.. Are we like falling back into the taking-time-for-granted zone again...? Because right now saturday's seem to be the ONLY day i get to go out and only one day i get to spend entirely with him around but it kinda seems wasted for 2 weeks now.. Sigh

And it's not like I don't want to go out with him alone. It's just that he's so much more fun when he's with brandon. We get to go more places do more things when he's around. It's abit sad but like idk I feel fun when he's being fun.. Not saying Brandon's a very good influence I'' just saying if i'm part of the whole going out thing i don't mind :( I want to have some fun it's getting so mundane yet again... I've been so bored FOR SOOOOO LONG it's starting to affect my school again. There's no motivation at all cuz every weeks the same old shit with nothing fun to look forward to.. Hai