如果你懂我的心，你会知道我根本都不想这种事发生。根本都不容易。我痛的你哪里会知道？

You don't know how much time i've spent thinking about solely just you. I've gotten nothing back in return.... Even when you told me to think of happy moments those happy moments wouldn't even be there if i wasn't the one who planned it. What have you done in your life to make mine happy? Really i can't think of any. Yes we all love differently. And that's why i'm terribly upset that we didn't work out. Yes i know no one loves me more than you do, that's why it upsets me even further. I've been settling down with the thought that no one in this world will love me as much as you do. Even up till now i still think so. But i'm sorry we're just not compatible and that's just really upsetting. I don't want to cut you out of my life, but why must everything always be so dramatic? I really wish you all the best.. I hope you find a girl who will click with you and just has the same lifestyle as you.. If one day i manage to find you again, and i see that you're a better person, then it's my loss and that also means we're not meant to be together. I love you.