痛。

I think the right thing to do is to move on. Why am i suddenly the one feeling all the sadness and hurt again? I shouldn't have let you back in again. I should've left when i had the balls to and when i felt strong enough... I let him overtake me again and now the past 2-3 months of being "strong" all went down the drain. Maybe you finally realized that I'm no longer worth it. Maybe you're starting to move on. I should accept it. Just hurts. I wonder when i'll ever get over you. Maybe never. My mistake for holding you back. I was weak. Yeah I've just lost the constant of my life. I don't think there's anything more I can do because I'm just only gonna feel very heartbroken.

I feel abit naive and stupid, for actually falling for your softness when we broke up. I should've known it was all just a lie. I hate feelings i hate it i hate it I HATE IT 😭