I want someone who loves me more.

I want someone who's not afraid to show that he's scared to lose me. 

I want someone who knows what I love as gifts. 

I want someone who's willing to work towards a better self for a better future.

I want someone who doesn't take advantage of my care and concern. 

I want someone who doesn't take advantage of my time.

I want someone who shows me that I'm the most important.

I want someone who'd do anything to keep me around.

I want someone who's independent enough to take care of himself. 

I want someone who has right morals and knows when to forgive. 

I want someone who has a big heart. 

I want someone who feels like I deserve the world.

As much as I don't want females to be treated as shit just because they are females, I don't believe in equal gender rules. I do believe females don't necessarily belong in the kitchen. I believe females can be independent and live by themselves. I believe females are smarter than males because we don't think with our pussies. I believe females are more emotional than men. However, I also believe males are generally physically stronger than females. I believe there are certain things females would leave to the males to do. I believe that females still love to be chased rather than chase. I believe that males should be the one to show more so a girl can feel like she's not being played.

There are some things that are just not male-female equivalent. & i always believe in finding a guy who loves me more. Because guys are not as emotionally attached as girls. & if they love you more, it shows that he's willing to do so much more for the relationship and it shows that he's serious. If he's constantly trying to save his face/ego more than saving your feelings, it shows where the relationship stands.

I miss alone time. Now that things have changed, it emphasizes so much more on how less we try to find time to spend with each other. Hais. How long will this keep up. Tiring to be the only one feeling like this. Tiring to be the only one worried about savings. Tiring to be the only one trying to find some quality time in us. It has become quantity over quality yet again. Remember how you used to embrace every moment we have together that you didn’t even bare to take a nap? Remember how any random week you’d just ask to take photos together just for safekeeping purposes..? Where did all these mini gestures went? Because there are the kind of things that i remember and keep it dear to heart. It’s becoming a routine again and time is always taken for granted of. Now we’re doing everything with ur family and it’s like when is there ever an “us” time if we don’t create it? Just feel like every chance we have alone tgt in the house it’s about sex sex sex. hais. Is there anything more to our relationship without it?