Don’t know what feeling is this but late nights like this makes me wonder... Do you actually miss me when I don’t reply you after you’re done being busy with your things? I know I do. When I go out and club or have drinks with my friends and I come back late, and he’s already asleep, I wished so badly that he’s awake replying me. I wonder if you ever feel that or do you just like.... go to sleep in peace lol. Funny shit I think of every now and then. Sigh. Then there are days I wish I can just really say how I feel and all those sweet nothings that I really mean.. But nowadays it’ll just seem weird for me to do it because of the cold exterior I’ve made myself become. Hais. Life is tough. I actually miss being vulnerable. I miss showing how clingy i actually am. I can’t now and all those vulnerability is exchanged with anger. Kinda hate myself for it but I don’t really know how I should go about switching it back either. Hais. Sad night. Goodnight