ARGH DONT KNOW WHERE TO RANT

I swear I get SO PISSED OFF talking to humans sometimes I just wish I can tape their mouth and let them shut up. I know it's damn dark of me but seriously? I hate it when people argue about my body or what kind of clothes would suit my body and shit like that. I KNOW MYSELF WELL ENOUGH. Since young I don't really care who the fuck tells me I'm not fat I'm acceptable I'm whatever cock you wanna say. It's like STOP BEING SO DELUSIONAL CAN OR NOT I don't even feel like relieved hearing your fake words I feel so irritated that you have to lie to my face just to not hurt me. I see my fucking body everyday. Do I have to take pictures of those fats to prove to y'all that what all of you are talking cock?

If I'm anorexic or slim or skinny then FINE you can tell me I'm being ridiculous BUT NO. I'M BORDERLINE OVERWEIGHT, I'M NOT EXERCISING MUCH AND I'M JUST A PIECE OF FAT BLOB. If you guys can't tell OBVIOUSLY I'M TRYING VERY FUCKING HARD TO WEAR CLOTHES THAT DOESNT EMPHASIZE THOSE FATS? Who the fuck wants to wear something that emphasises on their flaws? Use your brain abit can anot.

People who're born slim or skinny and just have no way to put on weight dont fucking understand people who grow up fat and no matter how little we eat we still dont lose weight. I'm sick of this man legit. I'm sick of people in general. On some days I really wanna isolate myself entirely. Some days I really wish I can do that. I just fucking need my solitary. I like being alone I like stoning I like watching shows alone. Yes there are times I start finding topics to discuss and then I end up being so irritated LIKE WHY THE FUCK DID I EVEN START IT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I am so irritated.