What can I do when i’m missing you? I can’t even say it to you. Hais.

I miss holding your hands, I’m missing your hugs.. I miss walking on the streets with you.. I hate seeing couples now cuz all they do is make me think of you. I miss eating lunches and dinners with you.. I miss going everywhere with you.. I miss how you’d love to do everything with me without a doubt.. what can I do to overcome it...? It’s sad to not know when’s the next time I’ll see you. It’s sad to know that even if I see you, it’ll be a long time till the next meeting. Why the heck am I in this position again.. :’( I’m so empty, just so empty.. So pain when I think about it. I fucking miss you. Sobs.

I have really no one that I can rant to 247... Every single time I feel like telling you something I remember we're not together. I remember I'm not supposed to impose my emotions upon you.. It's so sad.. It's so sad that I don't have someone so comfortable that I can rant to :'(

So no mood :'( So irritated :'( Super pekcek with everyone! Relationship go down the drain jiu suan le, must everything else fuck up too? I just need fucking comfort so badly like SO FUCKING BADLY and I'm getting none. Hais. I fucking want someone to shower me with love.. T_T