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THIS IS GONNA BE A WORDY POST. OK WAIT ALL MY POSTS ARE WORDY AND I LIKE IT THIS WAY DEAL WITH IT. LET'S BEGIN! (Actually there are pictures today but my darling Prsicilla haven't posted it up yet so i'll just post it when she posts it~)

So yesterday......... I GOT PRAISED BY MY FREAKING BALLET TEACHER CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!?! She finally said i improved. TWICE somemore. Unbelievable. When she said it the second time, the whole class agreed too and in my head, i was like oooooookay awkward moment. I felt damn dead during asian dance. Soul flew away. Had no anatomy class so we had 1.5 hours of break. Priscilla Andrea and I went to Rochor Beancurd stall to slack and eat beancurd of course. This Andrea told us ghost stories of her school. I was honestly feeling freaked out. Sometimes i hate hearing ghost stories. I get too engrossed in it and i'll start to think alot about it. LOL

Dance history was bloody boring. He made us watch another video, this time on Greece. It's another super fake video. They just show us so many statues and stuff and nonsense omg i swear it just makes me sleep automatically. I was fighting so hard to keep myself awake. Performance project was as usual.

Didnt hang out with Shafiq and Afiq because they had some lecture/show to attend to till 10pm. So we went home early yesterday. I reached home before 10!!!! Super unbelievable~ Hahaha.

Today started out well. Ballet was good, viewpoints was good. Viewpoints was unexpectedly fun~~! Lunch was good. I expected contemp to be fun but no. It turned out super duper bad. When i knew it was Melissa's class, my brain got turned off already. I really hate her class. Her class is super bloody boring. No matter what class she teaches, it's just really very boring. Today she had terrible mood swings. I knew from the start that she was feeling unhappy already. So we were doing tendus and I was concentrating very hard. So she came to me and corrected me in a way that i couldnt understand. I think i was stressing too much on the inside that a very abrupt "HUH" came out of my mouth by accident. But somehow i think she got offended. Suddenly her stare became so intense and asked me "what did you say?" I said nothing. Then she repeated "No what did you ask me?" I DIDNT ASK HER ANYTHING. Then she repeated her damn question again and this time, with a stare so intense you can feel like she has this invisible knife that just keeps stabbing you. My mouth almost started shivering because i was so scared. I thought she was gonna scream at me or something. I anyhow thought of an answer and the first thing that came out of my mouth was that i was confused. SHE STILL CONTINUED STARING AT ME and asked what i was confused about. Why the heck why can't i be confused. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER. I swear she's like a serious case of bipolarism. I just kept shifting my leg and when i got it right, she walked away, SMILING AND SUDDENLY CHEERFUL. Fuck the change in her mood was so bloody scary. I swear i was so freaked out. Was controlling my tears after that but it was no use because i couldnt concentrate for the rest of the lessons. Apparently, there was alot going on during the class and i know no shit because i myself was feeling damn shitty.

After her class, everything was okay. Bathed, ate taohuey and pp started. I slept for like almost half an hour. I was super duper tired. At first i didnt dare to sleep. But Joie and Izzat seriously laid flat on the table. LOL so i just didnt care and slept too. All the musicians playing the music. The sound was so overwhelmingly loud that i just can't help it but fall asleep. I think you're gonna think i'm weird BUT.... The louder the music, the more my eyelids start to close, lol.

Ate dinner and slacked outside G201/202. Cher Priscilla Jingwen and Andrea were all doing their project and I just had nothing to do lol. Started listening to music and then all of a sudden i had this urge to dance. Lasalle's "windows" had like reflections since it's at night already so i used that as my mirror. When i was dancing halfway, i noticed people looking up and i remember how clear the view was from the frass to block G. I suddenly felt abit . . . but then again, who cares right i just wanna practice! LOL it actually turned out quite productive. Hehehe i'm satisfied. Issac Shafiq and Afiq came to find us after their lecture again at 9pm. Slacked till about 10plus and we went home. Times with them are the best. They make everything awesome. They are awesome. We did this nonsense video singing Call Me Maybe and it was just chaotic to the max. HAHA super cute super funny super awesome.

I'm really super drained. Super tired with all those unneeded self-created dramas that's been happening recently. I'm really not that kind to get myself into dramas. I seriously try to stay as far away as possible. Not like i'm inside any drama. It's just that it's happening among the people that i'm close with and i'm not happy about it. Their mood = My mood. If they are affected, of course i am too. Sigh and my brain can't stop thinking about my asian dance project. I'm hanging and I hate this. I actually wanted to complete it today but i'm so brain dead so how can i do anything?! Boohoo i'm just heading to bed. I really hope there'd be a day where only happiness exist and sadness doesnt.