"The hard painful truth that no one will tell you is this.. no one truly, completely cares about us as individuals. Most of the people who already know us.. they don’t really care what we think or feel, and they may not even be interested to know how we’re doing. Occasionally, when things aren't going too well, some may ask, “what’s wrong”.. but it’s not necessarily care or concern. It’s simply curiosity. But we can’t blame them. We too, are like that to those around us. We too, are usually only concerned with what people think about us, feel about us or whatever “about us” they feed us with. In the same way, people are only really interested in what you “feed” others or feel about them.. for everything else about you, they may not really care or want to bother at all. Because everyone has their own problems to deal with. But.. even though we’re never going to meet someone who cares about us 100% or forever, there are going to be the ones who will care just enough to genuinely give us their time and a portion of their heart. They can’t completely care about us or always be there for us.. but they will be real to you, help you, inspire you, change you.. and it’s that bit of love that will sometimes be just enough to keep us going."
I saw this on my facebook newsfeed just now. I thought it was meaningful IN A WAY so i decided to share it.
Then i saw this on MSN homepage. It's a point from this article called "10 singleness habits that couples don’t understand" HAHA. I'm pretty guilty of this one. BUT WAIT LET ME GET THE FACTS RIGHT. I'm a happy single lady~ I don't complain that i'm single! I kinda copied this whole thing down here because i thought that the last line was really true. LOL
3. Complaining about being single instead of going out to find someone
Chances are, if you’re in your mid-twenties, you have a friend who’s desperate for love but has no initiative. This is the guy who keeps getting friend-zoned by females because he performs boyfriend duties – such as watching movies with the girl or SMS-ing her all night – without making his intentions known. This is the girl who constantly talks about how much she wants a boyfriend, but who hasn’t met any new guys in two years. Couples constantly ask these singletons why they don’t just do something if they want an S.O. that badly. More than likely, these people are single because they want love to happen the way it does in fairy tales: by chance.
So i woke up late this morning again. I didn't hear my alarm clock at all. (Or did i?!) Andrea called me at 8.30 and i was like, HUH LATE AGAIN. So yeah went to bathe and reached there 30minutes late. Pilates is forever a torture.. I can't emphasize more on how stressed i am for the performance on 21st Oct. We're so messy and so not a team. Some people are not even getting the moves right because i think they got the wrong muscle memory (happens to me too so i know). I really don't wanna throw Lasalle's face. Like we're going outdoors to perform in the name of LASALLE COLLEGE OF THE ARTS. I can't imagine what would people think of Lasalle students if we were to go out there and perform in such a state. Just kill me. It feels like SYF all over again. I remember those days where we all looked like shit and freaking SYF was in 2 weeks away. Stressed the shit outta me. Sigh..... Mycs just kinda did the whole dance's formation today. Horrible really. It's super messy. Especially the first dance omg I just wanna kill myself when i dance it.
Improv was fun again. We did improv with music. I could move better with the different genres of music Miss Melissa played. Totally had fun~ Then she spent 30minutes polishing alittle bit of our hiphop choreo. I was concentrating on what she was telling us and this Edem was beside me, asking me why am i having such a stressed face and why am i not smiling. DA FUCK A FUCKING TEACHER IS TALKING AND I'M TRYING TO CONCENTRATE. If he doesn't wanna be serious, it's his problem. I really don't wanna be dragged down by him. So irritating. I mean he should know when he can say such things and when he should just really stop talking.
Went to bathe after that. Don't know what is wrong with the people walking in the toilet. My bag kept dropping and it was pissing me off to the max because the floor was so dirty. Who said you could bring your god damn shoes into the toilet?! Omg. I was being such a chilli padi for that whole time. Someone stole my leave on hair conditioner. I SERIOUSLY THINK SOMEONE IS SO POOR SHE DOESNT HAVE A SHAMPOO OR CONDITIONER. Previously someone took away both my hair mask and shampoo. But it was back there the next day. -.- Then now my conditioner? Omg it was seriously just gone in a blink of an eye. Horrible person. If i ever find out who you are, I'M SURE I'M GONNA SUE YOU!!!! (Lol joke) Andrea and Jingwen were in the boys toilet so i went there to find them. Edem was behind the door but i didnt know so i just opened the door. He had to cuss at me. Wtf. My fist ah....... Clenching already i tell you. I swear if he had provoke me another time, I'd give him no mercy man.
PP was bullshit so i shall not talk about it. Went to buy food and sat outside D201 with Jingwen Andrea and Shafiq. We were all listening to Shafiq's life stories. He made me teared because at some point he was being so sweet. :'( Even though he didn't really like say it individually, i still felt his sincerity and it touched my heart. Stayed there till 10pm. Went home alone because Andrea's dad came to pick her up, and Shafiq took a lift from Rebecca.
Ok i'm finally gonna see VII tomorrow. I'm so worn out. Can't believe i'm gonna wake up early tomorrow. Oh well i'm determined so i'll get it done and over with. Hehehe goodnight
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