On Saturday, i met up with my clique VII. We went to Liqian's house to bake!!!! It was very fun except for the part where Afiq's cookies got burnt TWICE. Charlotte's BF was just laughing at me (HOW DARE HE). I made for all 4 of them. Afiq took up most of the dough since i gotta redo his twice... I wanted to make everybody's name... But turns out there wasn't enough flour. So to compensate Andrea and Jingwen, i made their first initial bigger than everyone else's and gave them more heartshaped cookies.. Even so, I had a feeling they would think that I'd be biased (TURNS OUT TO BE TRUE OMG). It was not easy to make the letters at all...... First the chocolate chips were being in the way.... Then some of the letters like Q and F were too fat so i had to remake. Took me like 4 freaking hours to get it done. Overestimated myself... Long time since i baked cookies pewpewpew.
Had some catch up talk here and there and it really reminded me of the past where we always went to the dorm to just slack like there's no tomorrow. Felt so good and free. Had dinner at about 9pm and then went home. I just kept worrying about the cookies. I was afraid it'd turn bad overnight or too hard to be edible. Omg i'm such a paranoid kid.
Welcome to the world of unglamness.
Went back to school today to practice for hip hop. Lol we practically practiced for less than an hour and slacked for the next 6hours or something. Priscilla came at 5.30pm and I found it weird cuz yeah JUST WEIRD TO COME AT SUCH A LATE HOUR. & I was right. I knew she came for another reason and not dance. So we all talked for quite awhile and got a little emotional here and there. There were some things that she said that really gave me a WHAT THE FUCK face. I..... really can't believe there's actually so much more drama in my college life than high school. I really thought such childish thoughts and stuff only happens in high school. Sigh what kind of life. Don't understand people. You can choose to ignore everything and live a peaceful life. Why bother to put in so much emotions into something that doesn't even concern you in the first place and give yourself so much hard time!?!?!? OMG i really don't get it. This is one thing i love about my clique VII. We're just.... drama-free (MOST OF THE TIME). I miss those days so much VII... Call me cold hearted la. But to me, I only bother about the important people in my life. The rest...... just not my business. That's why sometimes i prefer to keeps things inside me. No one knows anything about me, no one is able to tell what i'm feeling, no one will be able to say anything about me.
Gave the cookies i baked to the 4 people. Like i said earlier, both Jingwen and Andrea were like saying what both Afiq and Shafiq had all their letters to their name and they only had their first initials.... If I didn't had to redo Afiq's one twice, I would have enough to make "I LOVE JINGWEN" AND "I LOVE ANDREA" ok... Was super worried about the taste... But Andrea and Jingwen kinda liked it so i assumed it was still good-tasting.. Shafiq's reaction was the most disappointing. He gave me the reaction like "yes it's only normal you should bake for me" Omg. The reason why i decided to bake was actually because both of them have been so upset and stressed the entire week and I felt like I haven't been doing anything helpful at all to help since I'm always so quiet and ninja-ish. I'm quiet to the extent that sometimes they wouldn't even notice that I'm there. Then he gave me such reaction when i gave him the cookies. He's forever like that. Whenever he's sad and i try to cheer him up, he just pushes me away (not literally la) or gives me cold replies. Really irks me. Really makes me feel like i should stop trying already. Don't wanna give a damn. I wish i could tell him how lucky he is I am even bothering. Seriously. But then again, i choose to do it. So i can't blame him for not being appreciative enough.
Had dinner at Just Acia with them at 9pm. Omg having dinner at 9pm 2 days in a row.... Unhealthy to the max sigh. I'm such an unhealthy kid. I still can't get over the fact that we're 5 people. I really wished we were 6. I really can't stand odd numbers. It just always reminds me of my clique and the first few months with them where I AM THE ODD ONE OUT. They would all partner each other and since i was close to none, I was alone. Oh my god why why why am i so fated with odd numbered groups...
Never the less, I still love them muax
Hahahaha eyeless Afiq~~
Weird Afiq is weird. Look at what kind of angle is this.... LOL
One and only picture of 5 of us in my phone, which is blurred... :(
THIS AFIQ..... LOL
So i spent my parentless weekend out with 2 groups of people that i love the most in my life. Yay happy.
Now it's time to stress. So i have an upcoming test on Anatomy this Tuesday. Then I have my performance this Sunday, which means Saturday I'll be coming back for practice. Then the next week, while you guys have your hari raya haji holidays, I'll be back in school from Thursday - Sunday for stupid performance project. THEN the next following week, my school ends at earliest 10pm and latest 11.30pm.... Insane or insane? I see people complaining about their new timetable on how "late" their school ends. Dudes and dudettes, 6pm is not late. Even when i was in secondary school, i end school at freaking 7pm. What are y'all complaining about exactly?!?!?! Holy cows.
Then after October, November comes. My assessments/exams/tests are all squashed at that period. I'M JUST STRESSED OUT. LIKE REALLY.
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