Monday

It's almost 1am right now and I've just redone one of the essays I did yesterday. I read through it and thought it was shit so i rewrote everything. I don't know if we're supposed to hand in journals tomorrow cuz if we do, I'd be so dead. Ah fuck it. I'm so tired and cranky right now i don't even know why even decided to blog.

Reached school just on time. Afiq gave me and Andrea a shock of our lives while we were walking to school this morning! We totally didn't know he was behind us! Harris talked about theatre ettiquette and stuff... Blablabla and we went off to our next class; Ballet.

I put in so much effort in Ballet today. I totally didn't feel bored at all. I did stressed out a little because i suddenly got the enchainement wrongly. But all's well! I felt good after class! Had lunch and found out that the fiqs didn't had lunch break because they were doing work for PP. Bought them lunch. It was meant to be a surprise but we didn't know how to surprise them. When we reached school, they were still in the basement and we were afraid they would go and get their own food so Andrea just told them we bought food for them. LOL.

It was a slacky boring afternoon. Don't even remember what we did to kill time. Omg so boring. Had dinner at 6 and a full run at 8 i think. Some conflict happened before the full run and Shafiq really looked like a baby omg T_T He was biting on this stupid straw and he didn't wanna throw it away no matter how hard i try to take it out of his mouth. Reminded me of a baby who cries immediately once you take the pacifier out of his/her mouth. HAHA!!! & he was freaking pouting... He's like so cute but i can't say he's cute because he's so damn bloody sad on the inside.

What do you do when someone's upset? Hmmmmm i'm forever thinking about this question because i'm forever clueless on what i should do to make someone feel better. Oh well >< I think i'd probably make someone feel even worse cuz i'll go like "Don't cry" or "Don't be sad". OBVIOUSLY THE PERSON WILL CRY EVEN MORE OR BE EVEN MORE SAD. LOL I know that and i still do it. Smack myself now. But yeah someone needs to teach me.... :( If i was upset, i'd be happy enough if someone who geniunely cares for me is right beside me. He/she doesn't need to say anything. But that's just me. I don't know about others. Blah humans are just weird creatures.

PP ended at 10pm.... Suddenly so many thoughts came into my head. I was so mad confused and messy inside my head. I really hate multitasking. Don't understand how anyone can multitask really.

Went home, bathed, done with my essay, now i'm thinking about my costume for tomorrow's Asian dance assessment. Haven't even packed my bag.. The performance kids got no class in the morning at all... How lucky... & we dancers have ALL of our Tuesday lessons, which I hate the most, just so you know. Boohoo it's 1.15.... Zombie mood activated... Goodnight