1. Dance history essay
2. Rhythm Ensemble research
3. Study Anatomy
ARGH THE LIST NEVER GETS SHORTER.
I was thinking if i should just start my dance history essay now but then.... I wouldnt be able to concentrate if i havent post about my day today. Hahaha blogging is seriously part of me man. Kinda getting all my priorities wrong but hello! I didnt say I'm not gonna do it. I'm just gonna blog FIRST, then do my essay. :B
Slept all the way till 12 this afternoon. I had such a good sleep, until i stood up and felt the ache on my back. HORRIBLE.. Mom bought mcd for lunch for me. Had my lunch and went to school. The weather was sooooo goood~ Performance kids were all so moody and upset. We could all totally feel it. So scary. But it was okay afterwards~
Our first show of the night was so shitty. So many mistakes occurred. But our last show was awesome~~~ The applause was loud too~~~ Happy~ Helped to pack up and then stood outside Creative Cube. Waited there to be dismissed. Dayal suddenly called out afew dancers and i immediately knew why. I suddenly had the impulse to say it out that those people were the ones who passed the anatomy test that's why they were called out. & I did. Shafiq was beside me. Somehow he could sense the sadness in my words because I wasn't called out so I obviously failed. He came to hug me and told me I could do it. Afiq suddenly came to me too. Wow this has never happened before. It's always the opposite. It's always me ATTEMPTING (using this word because i know they don't get cheered up by me most of the time) to cheer them up. Never the other way round. Felt so weird that they actually knew i was upset and tried cheering me up.. (It's weird that i even allow myself to express my sadness out to them)
Andrea came back feeling so happy and telling us that they passed the test. I just stood there and went like "yeah i knew it". This feeling sucks!!!!!! Why am i always the one being left behind.... Why am i not catching up? I suddenly remembered the time in Sec 3 where i almost couldn't get promoted to Sec 4. I was the only one in the special study session and the rest of my clique were all safe. Same goes for other tests or exams... Sigh it's happening again. Afiq and Shafiq are doing well in their own courses. Jingwen and Andrea passed the test and overall they are quite smart and hardworking. ME AGAIN. Always me lagging behind like a lost puppy.
As usual...... Andrea saw my tweet on twitter and knew i was sad about it... Think she showed it to Shafiq cuz he just suddenly hugged me again and talked to me in his baby voice. Whatever he said didn't matter honestly. All that matters is that he took the initiative to cheer me up.. Omg i felt so loved, genuinely for the first time by him and Afiq. SO WEIRD THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE. Treasured that moment so much. Heheh it might not happen again who knows. All three of them were hugging me, left right center. Omg how can i not feel loved you tell me!? I'M SUCH AN EMOTIONAL IDIOT OMG. I LOVE YOU GUYS I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE!!!!!!
Afiq got upset because his ipod home button was not working. I know how he feels because I had similar issues before and it's just very upsetting. So i can't blame him for feeling how he was feeling just now. Mummy sent him and Andrea home. Latte was in the car again~~~ Hehehe my cutiepie.
I love my baby egg! I love i love i love!!!!!
Today is the first time I'm taking a solo photo with Shafiq... LOL
"We work all day whether shine or rain~
Our skin is peeling and we're going insane~
We can see our bones, we're in the most pain~
We need to find diamonds or we'll lose our heads~"
"We need to find diamonds.... Or we'll lose our heads..."
"This is the only way we can survive~
We gotta dig it dig it dig it, to stay alive~
We go no food, no money, no place to hide~
We gotta dig it dig it dig it, to stay aliveeeeeeeeee~"
Right now.... I need to read up on my dance history... It's 2.30AM.... Sigh goodnight.
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