3. She threw herself at him and he couldn’t resist
More than one of our male friends have admitted that they were won over by pure persistence. If you’ve ever been a little grossed out seeing a girl throwing herself at a guy who’s clearly less invested than she is, well, it’s a thousand times more maddening when she’s doing it to the guy you like – and he goes for it! “How can a guy like someone so desperate?”In a perfect world, you think, you’d have been rewarded for showing a little more dignity. But maybe he simply had more opportunities to get to know her since she was always around, while you were barely a blip on his radar.
7. He was more attracted to her physically
This one’s a tough pill to swallow, but the other girl has a natural advantage if she’s more of his physical type than you are. That doesn’t mean that you’re less attractive than her, it just means that when it comes to this guy, you always had your work cut out for you. Think about it in terms of food. If you prefer pasta to pizza, then you’re probably going to order linguine over a calzone while eating Italian. Sure, you can still enjoy the latter, but it’s never going to be your first choice. At any rate, it’s better to date someone who can’t help liking you than date with someone who has to work at it.
9. It was never a competition to begin with
It’s easy to get caught up in this narrative of “me versus her,” but if he didn’t like you in the first place, then he never had to choose between the two of you. You just happened to be someone (perhaps one of many) who also liked him. Instead of obsessing over how she was the winner and you were the loser, or how she “snatched” him away from you before you had a chance, keep in mind that if it wasn’t her, it’d be someone else. He just doesn’t like you that way.
Just kinda copied these 3 reasons because I can just kinda relate to it.
Here goes my super duper uber long post. Be prepared.
On Wednesday, all our physical lessons were still on despite the fact that we would be performing on that night and would be super tired.. I didn't go for Ballet. I woke up late that day, probably too tired from the previous day for sleeping too late. Then i left the house remembering that I've forgotten to take my black shorts, which was meant to be my performance item's costume. So i went back to take it and rushed to school. When i reached school, it was already super late. Couldn't find any reason why I should still attend Ballet.. So I went for Breakfast instead. Coincidentally, Andrea was really late too.. I woke up to a message from her telling me to go to school first when I'm not even awake!!! LOL...
Viewpoints as fun, contemp was not that bad for Melissa's class. Before contemp, i suddenly remembered that I've forgotten to bring kneeguards for Afiq and Shafiq. Then i started to panic (omg tell me why i always panic over minor issues) Texted my brother to tell my maid to bring it to Little India for me. After contemp, it was raining SUPER DUPER heavily. I didn't have an umbrella. Lucky one of the BA seniors were sitting outside the studio and had an umbrella. Rushed there, took it and rushed back to school. I still ended up drenched.. Oh well at least the knee guards were in my hands already~
Because it was halloween, we saw students walking around campus in their halloween costumes! It was mad awesome.
PP was very slack actually. Had our first show at 9pm that day. The reaction from the audience were kinda bad. I think almost everyone couldn't understand what we were doing at all. I knew it. That's why I didn't invite my parents to come watch it. They wouldn't understand anything at all. My dad would probably sleep in standing position and I'm not even kidding..
At 10.25pm, Shafiq reminded us to jam the studio doors if not we would have nowhere to sleep. Lasalle's studio doors are locked up at 10.30pm SHARP. Afiq and Andrea rushed to D201 to jam it. Supposedly, Afiq was supposed to jam F303. But Andrea told him F307 so he went to jam that studio. By the time he reached F303, it was too late. It was already 10.30pm.. Boohoo went to take our bags from D201 and brought it up to F303 and lied to the security guard saying that we left something inside. LOL. We all took turns to bathe in the Male's toilet which was nearest to the studio and IT WAS FREAKING COLD!!! I couldn't stop shrieking while i was bathing...
I slept immediately after settling down in the studio. Too tired to think of anything else. Woke up the next morning by Shafiq... Somebody was poking/tickling me all over and I thought it was Jingwen because she was sleeping beside me. Turns out it was Shafiq because after that, he attacked my face with his hair! Omg what a way to wake someone up, seriously... LOL. We were supposed to wake up an hour earlier than the time we woke up. I totally didn't hear any alarm that day. So shocking... Usually I'd hear alarms but i ignore. This time i really heard nothing.
3 of us wore grey tops, unplanned. Awesome or awesome? Awesome.
My angels.
My classmates
We went to bathe, freshen up and stuff.. Then we went to Burger King for breakfast!!! & rushed back to school for the only class of the day other than PP; Hiphop!~ Hiphop was soooo fun~~~~ We learnt a new choreography. Everyone could catch up really fast~ Mycs was impressed!! I was so happy that she didn't get angry with us. She no longer flares as much as she did in the past...
Had the whole afternoon till 3pm free. We went to Bugis Junction to eat. Well i didnt because i was still really full from breakfast. Went back to school and felt really sleepy. Fell asleep in the Creative Cube and almost froze to death again. Had the 2nd show at 9pm on Thursday too. Before the show, Andrea and I joined the performance students in their class games. They are such fun people!!!!!!
After the show, i helped Shawn and the other costume members out. I'm part of the costume group yet I'm doing nothing. Well because i don't know what i should do and everytime i wanna do something, Shawn gives me a very stressed look which makes me even more stressed. He almost scolded me cuz he heard me wrongly. Got so scared of him i swear. I went to Beverly for help instead. >< After awhile, things got better and he was more cooled and i felt less tensed..
We had to wait outside F303 because the acting students were using the room. While waiting, we decided to take turns to go bathe first. When it was our turn to bathe, we caught this couple having sex in the toilet WTF. Ok we didnt exactly caught caught them. I only saw them entering the toilet. Afiq was the one who confirmed that they were having sex. Omg awkward moment. I can't imagine how the girl will feel if another guy sees her in a guy's toilet. GOD. They both went out of the toilet at a different timing because I'm sure they know they were caught.
Slept at D201 instead because the acting lecturers unjammed F303 and we can't access into it anymore since it was already after 10.30pm. Everyone else were still so hyper and talkative.... I was already half dead. They even watched a movie which i slept after watching 5minutes of it. LOL.. Woke up the next day by Andrea's kissing noises. I THINK SHE REALLY KISSED ME. (or was i hallucinating?) I was so cold!!!!! My feet were so damn cold. Afiq was damn warm. I felt so good when i put my feet near him. It's like a human heater.
Family <3
We bathed, packed our stuff and rushed to Jitterbugs for Hiphop class. Mycs taught us another new routine!!!! OMG i love this routine so much!!! I just feel soooo comfortable doing this choreography~ Went to POMO for lunch and then headed back to school for improv class. Not that bad~ Slacked at the frass and we saw the fiqs. Went to the Creative cube together to assemble for PP. Walked in rounds and danced around and it was time for dinner already. Ate a currypuff because i was still full from lunch. Had 2 shows tonight. One was at 7pm and the other, at 9pm. Time just flew by like this and it was time to go home. Went to Mcd for supper because Andrea and Jingwen were hungry. Initially I didn't wanna order anything except for a drink because i obviously was damn thirsty. Then Afiq this boy, another food monster, sat there and said he didn't wanna eat anything. He obviously wanted to eat something so i ordered a medium coke and large fries to share with him. I went back to the table and he was acting all ungrateful and shit. I was just like dude what the fuck.
Mom drove me home. Got into a little quarrel over the phone with my mother before that. I really hate it when she asks me for directions. God damn it. I'm her damn daughter. Don't she know that I'm a direction idiot? Yes i travel around Singapore alot. BUT I TAKE THE TRAIN OR THE BUS OR I USE MY FEET. The routes are different!!!! Really pissed the hell outta me. I was really excited in seeing her and telling her all sorts of stories I could ever think of. But no i decided not to since I'm sure she's not even half as interested as i thought she'd be. Thank god she brought Latte along. This cutiepie made me felt so much better. Sigh his cute face....
So I'm finally home after 3 days. I miss my bed alot. But i also miss staying over with the others~~~ Nyahaha hope there are chances to stay over again~ There's still school tomorrow... It's also until 11pm. Sigh just kill me. I haven't even started on my dance history 1000 word essay. I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE TIME!!!!
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