Hmmm

Day 2 of week 4.

My day 1 was not bad at all~ Yoga was fun, ballet was bleh, rhythm ensemble was boring, animal work was BRILLIANT, and asian dance was tiring.

Ok animal work was not what i expected it to be. I expected it to be very boring and sleepy. But she did the class with awesome music and made us move to it!!! Like of course not forgetting it's animal work, we were supposed to move like cats. I got to partner people I've never partnered before!!! Like Maya, Alex and Praveena. I did it with Ezekiel too but i've did work together with him before so~~ It was so fun!!! Ezekiel was literally doing clubbing moves and when i asked him what was he doing... He told me "IT'S STROKING CATS' EARS!!!" LOL laughed the most with Ezekiel because he was laughing together with me. All my partners were all so funny and i was having so much fun but they all didn't seem very comfortable doing it LOL. ESPECIALLY ALEX OMG. He always wants to laugh but he holds it in. & in my head i'm like omg laugh with me dude dont make me look like a kuku. I hope all animal work classes are gonna be this fun... Or maybe not. Hahaha well honestly, any classes is fun when there's awesome music. That's what I always think. I enjoyed that one class of improv when music was played. Others was just boring as hellll...

I really think asian dance is put at a very wrong spot on the schedule. It's a 2hour class for the LAST CLASS on a MONDAY. I was literally marking throughout the whole lesson and even when i was marking, i was tired... (why do i feel like i've said this last week? LOL) So tiring... Jumped with joy when class ended~

Had chicken rice for dinner and went back to school with Andrea to do art history. Andrea kept getting so distracted. Crazy girl... Then I got distracted because level 1 and 2 performance kids came down to practice their dikir barat performance. I swear it looked so cool. I was so proud to be a friend of all of them. Well wait not ALL of them. Majority of them. It's just so nice to know that your friends are just that talented. Like how Andrea is so good at kpop dances and Jingwen and her scary pointey feet. I was never brought up in an environment filled with talented people. Maybe that's why i'm so talent-less lol. I didn't know anyone who acts well, didn't know anyone who sings well, didn't know anyone who dances well, until i came to Lasalle.

It's a must-watch performance!!!! Harris was being so funny too sigh. Melissa why can't you be like Harris? Mingle with your students.... Make us laugh~ Bring joy and laughter to your boring lessons...

Ok after they left the frass, me and Andrea went to search up on Winter's Tale. It's a play by Shakespeare.  Apparently, we are gonna collab with the actors for this production that's coming up in about a month's time. I found the whole play script. Since i was getting bored, i suggested we read the whole play with the very olden english accent. SO FUNNY I ALMOST DIED. It was very fun even though we couldn't understand it at all.

Left the school at about 9.30 and went home.

Didn't go for ballet today and just went for tutorial class. We were broken up into 4 groups and were supposed to come up with 2 eights of dance moves. Lol ours was bullshit cuz it was so messy. Had lunch and then went for anatomy class. Was released 20 minutes early so the stepsisters plus edem ran to the frass just to SLEEP. LOL I wasn't in the mood to sleep so I just surfed the net. Many people that I knew walked passed me and was waving and stuff. So i was thinking like.. Wow I have alot of hi-bye friends... Hi-bye friends are like..... not even friends. It's more like an acquaintance. That's kinda sad :( I wanna be friends friends, not hi bye friends. Bleh

Dance history started after that and ended soon enough. Walked to Jitterbugs for lesson. It was a not bad lesson actually~ Susan is awesome~ Woohoo 3 cheers for ya~ I was just upset that when I try to give suggestions no one listened. Most of the time it was just Andrea talking and Luvenia modifying her words here and there. My head just went like "whatever let's just get this done and over with." You know this is how I work. When I'm in a group, I do think of suggestions and stuff. I just don't like saying stuff or giving suggestions because my suggestions would most likely not be used and I hate that. Tsk.

Had dinner and then went home. Got frustrated with my computer so i tossed it aside. Checked my weight and got depressed again. & what did i do to cure the depression? EAT EVEN MORE. Fuck i really wished i had the money to go liposuction and get over with this weight shit.

Sad that I'm such a person. Always surrounded by people who are attracted by many and then there I am. SAD. LIFE. Can't I be the other person for once? Like ONCE in my life at least? I don't wanna be the person I am, invisible.. This sucks.