" Catching my breath, letting it go. Turning my cheek for the sake of the show. Now that you know, this is my life. I won’t be told what’s supposed to be right. Catch my breath.. No one can hold me back. I ain’t got time for that! Catch my breath.. Won’t let em get me down! It’s all so simple now"
- Kelly Clarkson's Catch my Breath
Some people's just not how you wish they were. Some people's just so fake, like a barbie doll. What can you do? Nothing. Cuz it's just their personality, just them. One moment they can treat you so close, so nice, and the next they just treat you like their enemy. Ever since that incident 5 years ago, I've promised myself to stay away from people like them. How sad I actually made myself fall into the trap all over again. Got warning signs from the people around me yet I just told myself you weren't like that. I choose to believe that you aren't like that. Time and time again you just prove their words right. Ha stupid me. Once bitten twice shy (mine's actually twice bitten thrice shy). So right now, fuck off.
Spent half of my afternoon on art history. Can't do much cuz the other half of the presentation should be done by Edem... Hmmmm it's just so hard to contact him. He doesn't even bother topping up his phone prepaid card... Well well well.
Wanted to live sem 2 without any tension at all. Here it goes again. Fuck 3 more months. I can't wait for the holidays. This time, a freaking 3 month holiday. Can't wait I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!
Bipolar freaks. I can't stand them. In fact, I'm afraid of them. Stay away. FAR away.

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