Placed in my heart

"This isn't goodbye. Even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye. I swear I won't cry. Even if tears filled my eyes, I swear I won't cry."

PS: Taken during Recital. It's such a beautiful picture. Yes I'm hidden at the back.

 Mahal kita Mary Chris~ <3  

 

Woke up this morning and stoned till like 1.30m before leaving the house. K I was pretty sure I was thinking a lot of things while stoning. Many random random stuff... Reached the airport pretty early... At about 2.30pm I was already there. So I chilled at CBTL till the rest came. Talked awhile and we went to Mcdonalds because Lav and Jingwen wanted to eat. After that we went to find Mycs! Well, she wasn't there yet and I was pretty worried because the queue was sooooo long! Hm heheh~ She reached and so did her danzpeople friends. She spent more time talking to her danzpeople mates than us. No we are not sad, I'm happy to even be there to see her :)  

 

Waited for her to check in her luggage and then the whole group decided to go CBTL cuz Mycs wanted to. So we followed her there. Chatted awhile with her on the way there... When we reached, LASALLE peeps decided to leave.. & I was sad because I wasn't even prepared to say goodbye yet. I thought we'd see her go into the departure area... Alright well~ She gave us hugs and I love her hugs sobs. I promised myself not to cry. I didn't! Then..... Before she hugged me, she told me she read my letter. BOOM.. I didn't expect it at all... Gawddddddd she hugged me for so long!!!!!!! No one has ever hugged me so tightly and so long before :') I kept thinking she'd let go anytime so I just tried to let go but she didn't... She just continued hugging me SOBS MYCS!!!! I felt so warm and tears just came out. NO I didn't cry that's called tearing. It's different from crying. LOL. I'm never gonna forget that moment and I'm gonna treasure it forever and ever!! HEHE "I JUST WANNA FEEL THIS MOMENT~~~" Best few minutes of my life. 

 

I have too many omg-mycs-can-read-my-mind incidents already. If I name it all out I think it'd be too freaky lol. So there was this day where she posted a picture on insta with all the cards she received. I didn't see mine... I didn't even see my polaroid.. I was so sad I even whatsapped Jingwen HA cuz her card was there. So I spent my day thinking if she read my card.. Literally lol. Or did it got thrown somewhere and she lost it.. BOO I can't believe she told me she read it just now. I think I was too happy :') &....... She bought a new navy converse and was telling her danzpeople mates just now. I swear to god I was thinking of what shoes I should wear last night. I mean I never ever think of such things but I did last night. I thought of wearing my converses because I was wearing shorts. But I didn't cuz I was afraid I'd have sore feet after dancing. That was why my reaction was like "wa!!~" when I saw it. I know I was abit retarded hehe but still~ Gah you won't get me la I'll just sound like I'm retarded. She always talks to me like she knows what I'm thinking. It's creepy sometimes but wheee I think that's what a connection meant. I'm sure the other students get it too!!!!!! LOL~

 

Meeting you was god's plan. I thank god for that. I'm so blessed to have met you. Can't imagine what I be if you weren't the one who coached us. To be able to share the stage with you on recital night, was the most amazing thing ever. I never ever get to share a stage with ANY teachers in my life. Thank you <3 You've impacted me so much in this short period of time. No other teacher was ever that impactful :') To be able to see another side of you.... That's my most non-regretful part of choosing to be in Recital. (NOT LIKE I EVER REGRETTED C'MON OUR PIECE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!) Now everytime I hear a Rihanna song, I'll think of you!!! Because you're such a Rihanna!!!!! Hehe~~

 

It's sad that she's leaving us but it shouldn't be either because she is going back to further her studies and that is her true home. I'm happy for her :) Yes I'm sure we'll see her soon. Idc I make sure it happens!!!!!

 

Went back to school after that to practice our own piece for this audition that we had at 8pm. Had difficulties finding Robert Jenkin's studio. Goodness it was so scary the allies and shit. Our audition was only us and we were done in 20minutes. Aye so scary I don't like. The place was so small and it was only the 3 of us and the 3 judges. Lol creepy. Got over it and had dessert at this nearby pastry shop. Slacked there till almost 10 and went home.  

 

Ending off my day with a smile. :) Thankful right now, for everything. Love you once again Mycs <3