Another week of school has passed. Technically this is only week 1 but if we go by literal, it'd be already week 3 ok. Bleh.. We only had 3 official school days and already have so much work to be done. I guess I'm really in year 2 now. Well at least I have like 4 days of break cuz of the festive holidays!!! Yay to hari raya and national day and the weekends babehzzz!
I know my previous post was about how I lost all motivation for school. But when school started I actually felt different. I was actually paying attention in Ballet and stuff. Don't know if this will last for long but yeah. I kinda just took Jingwen's advice. Ha ha.... I told her about how I just can't simply find motivation for school at all. She told me to just stop complaining and like saying how much I don't want a certain class. So i just did.
Been quite depressed over something though.... Can y'all guess? Group work. I'm so annoyed at how no one wants to be grouped with me. I don't know why my closest school friends die also don't want to work with me. I feel like I work ok with them but I guess they just refuse to work with me. Always leaving me with no one. I don't see what's wrong with working with your good friends. The others also stayed with their good friends what?! Oh my god. What logic is this can't stand it. For 2 days straight we were supposed to choose our own group mates. I don't even have a say in anything because the person I wanna work with doesn't want me AT ALL. Why are there so many group works..... I can't handle shit like this. JUST LET ME WORK ALONE. Or else can the teacher just pick groups for us.... WHY LET US PICK? So annoying. If I was still in BPS, if the teacher let us pick our own groups I'd be so happy because it's like default one, I don't even need to worry. My clique will definitely count me in. This just makes me depressed man. Monday went so well until we were left to pick our own groups and no one pick me, leaving me in the no-one-wants-to-work-with-them group. Fuck. Fine whatever can't give no shit. Went for my daily groove class with the usuals. Yay it did brightened my night.
So yeah besides group work shit, school's actually going quite well. I'm enjoying Dikir Barat, a part of our Asian Theatre project. Our teacher for it is extremely humorous and I'm so thankful for that! I'm excited for our Dikir Barat performance during the end of the month!!! YES I KNOW we only have like 2 weeks to prepare for the performance. We're supermen and women. Look forward to it!!!! Hopefully someone records it!!~~~
Anyway!!! Mummy and I switched laptops!!! She gave me her new macbook because she needed Windows software and no matter how she tried installing it into the macbook, it didn't work. So she just took my computer instead. I know it's kinda bad to give her an old computer but..... I asked her many many many times before I willingly took her macbook. Heheheh~ I'm happy!!! I finally have a macbook! Although I'm really NOT used to the software but I'm sure i'll get the hang of it soon... Still exploring it. Need to get a casing for it otherwise scratches will be on it in no time man.
Enjoying the nice public holiday now~ Looking through instagram and seeing all the pretty costumes my Muslim friends are wearing.. Hahaha I want money too!!!!! CNY!!!!!! (Cheh still have so many more months hahaha.
Alright guys till the next time!!!
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