Sunday, November 17, 2013

CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER. JUST BE OVER ALREADY OH GOD.



I had bad sore eye last night. Sigh so i went to bed early even though I wasn't tired. I was so afraid it wouldn't heal in time before I leave the house the next day. But I couldn't sleep because my phone was ringing nonstop jesus christ. My phone is the noisiest when I really wanna sleep. Oh god and it's not even from that one person that I am looking forward to. Was literally struggling to keep myself awake last night to reply to people's messages. 

Woke up this morn and felt like shizzz. Found out something I probably shouldn't find out. I wanna know more yet..... Gah I really don't know maybe I should bang my head on the wall like 10 thousand times. 

Went to meet Lavanya and Edem for our dramaturgy presentation. After we're done with our work, we started talking about guys and girls. ALWAYS THIS TOPIC. LOL and I never ever get sick of it. We were talking about it yesterday and today we still continued talking about it. Talks with Edem are always so nice. I find out so much more about guys. Though I think not all guys are like him but I'm definite they are at least 70% similar. 

I actually knew 3/4 of the things Edem said. It was more like a confirmation to my "thoughts" on guys. I think I understand guys a little too much. Like how the hell can I know so much on how a guy thinks?! IT'S BAD. I kinda am in this spot where I don't really wanna acknowledge that guys are like that you know. Maybe that's why I just pretend I know nothing about guys, in hopes that better guys will prove my 'thoughts' wrong. EH I'M ALWAYS IN MY OWN FAIRYLAND I CAN'T STAND IT. Can I just not grow up!? 
"我不想 我不想 不想长大
长大后 世界就没童话” 
I wanna believe that there is still chivalry in this generation. It's so hard but..... SORRY GUYS LIVING IN SELF-DELUSION. I NEED TO WAKE UP SOMEONE SMACK ME NOW LOL. 

Walked up and down orchard until my feet hurt like crap. Went home after that and stoned at home again what's new.

Tomorrow's Monday again. Faster time fly faster pew pew pew


4 comments:

  1. can you share more on what the topic of guys and Girls was about?? I'm always trying to figure them out :/ what did your guy friend talk about?
    and hang in there guuuurl! you're important to me!

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    1. i just got to know more on how guys approach girls if they are interested. what's their body language and how much are they willing to go for the girl they like. i'm important to you? haha.. are you someone that i know~?

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  2. can you talk about it in your next post? ≈ i guess not in person, i came by your blog by coincidence and enjoyed it ever since hehe, i guess i feel like i can relate to alot you write about.
    what is their body language? how do they approach the girls they like? and how much are they willing to go for?

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    1. oh i see.. haha sorry gurl this is kinda like my diary so i write whatever that comes into mind on that particular day... i'm not like other bloggers who write a post on a particular something. for the questions that you are curious about, you know you can just ask one of your close guy friends. i'm pretty sure their answers will be similar to my friend's. because like i said, even though not all guys are the same, they are still at least 70% similar. haha.

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