Couldn't sleep last night so I decided to watch WIN, the YG show that Amelia's been pestering me to watch.. Haha. Yup don't call me a freak I used 10 hours straight to watch finish it. Lol. Sobbing so much because I knew what they were going through. As a dancer I know how much demoralizations and criticisms they have to go through, how many times people tell you your best is not good enough. It's just hitting them 10 times worse than me because they have to sing and dance. I pitied Team A so much... I could see that they were trying so hard... So hard and yet they still keep losing because of the constant demoralisation. I personally am a Team B fan but my heart hurts so much for Team A... Oh my god especially Kim Jinwoo and Nam Taehyun. Both of them breaks my heart...

"I always heard that people say I sang well. But after I came here, I realised that everyone's skills were far better than what I originally imagined. I don't think that I'm suited for this style. So I had to change my whole style and as a result, I reached my lowest point. To tell the truth, there were times where I really wanted to just give up. I started because I liked it. But as the days passed, there are times when I just felt really tired.."

- Nam Taehyun  

I can relate so much to Nam Taehyun. How he has so low confidence in himself. I felt as if I was just watching a male version of myself. & it wasn't nice to watch him because I could constantly feel his stress energy and negative vibes, like he had an imaginary dark cloud above his head. & all I could do was to pity him. Boo don't want to be like him. I need to up my confidence... I need to know what my 'talents' are. I need I need I need.. Sobs what is this harsh reality show about so harsh eh. Team A literally lost EVERY round until episode 8..

Love Kim Jinhwan and B.I~~~ Yay hehehe I love it they dance so well and it's so damn hip hop. Omg I love it!!!!! B.I has this swag aura it's just so amazing. & Bobby is forever so cheerful he makes me smile!!!!! :D Team B has a more natural swag in comparison to Team A. I want natural swag too!!!!!! -dreamingzzz-

I really thought both groups will debut.... No my team B :'( I'm so sad their last self-composed song was so touching i can't even.... The lyrics just made me cried so much. It was so real... Especially B.I..... He's so cool and all. His solo rap was just.. BOOM so much feel I can't even!!!!!!!!!! GOD I'M SO SAD....

Alright I'm done. I'm gonna go do work now enough of shows...