Friday, November 1, 2013

Oh my god I've never gotten so much care and concern from people in my class before and even friends.. Meh feeling so loved all of a sudden.. I really feel like the youngest in class now. Thank you so much guys :') Especially Cher. Constantly checking if I'm alright.. Like a big sis. Aw...

Went to see x-ray in the morning. I had to wait 2 hours for it to be done. So daddy sent me home first. Slept and watched an episode of the heirs. Went to see the sinseh. He told me coach ling and him were together last night and he was very concerned about me. SOBS LOVE COACH LING. You can never find someone so passionate and caring in what he's doing. 

Dr Chay told me I cannot dance for at least 3 weeks.. It's so hard to walk now and I feel like a big fat ass burden. So tiring to walk on crutches, so tiring to climb up the stairs. I am practically training my triceps while i climb the stairs because I'm using my arms to push myself up. I really don't know how I'm gonna go to school to and fro everyday. I'm so sad right now I don't even know what to say. I wanna be able to walk on 2 feet soon. I want to but right now, it hurts so much I don't dare to step on my injured feet. Sobs....

I don't like it when my dad makes me feel like it's such a big thing and make a big drama out of it. Yeah I can't dance for 3 weeks that doesn't mean I cannot walk for 3 weeks what. He asked me how can I go to school in my state. I'm like this kind of thing in my school is so damn normal. You tell the teacher you don't want me to go school I think she'll laugh at you -_- I know he feels sad for me and all. I myself know it's a big fat problem to even walk. But life still goes on and this is an obstacle that I have to deal with. It's life how can i escape right..

Staying home makes me think too much. Right now there are so many assignments due. The more I think about it the more stoned I am. I can't believe this. 

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