Went for massage this morning. It hurts so bad because my whole body's literally tight like hell. Then the masseuse asked me if it was my first time there. I said no then she asked why I was so tight everywhere. Lol erm yup okay.
Spent last night looking for CNY dresses. Yay I found a few. Mummy bought me one dress this morning that looks so super sweet and pretty. Every year I don't really go hunt for CNY dress. I just leave it to fate HAHAHA. So stupid but really!!! Somehow or another, nice dresses will appear when I don't go hunting for them. Now I just need new heels/wedges and I'm done for cny shopping. I'm such a fast girl I know~~~~
“There comes a point when apologies seem more like broken records rather than genuine contrition. It’s like they say it for their own benefit— to ease their guilt and quiet their conscience, rather than to make amends with those they have done wrong. Because why would you even bother to say sorry, if you’re going to do it over and over again?”
Honestly been feeling like shit deep down but there's nothing I can do about it. So instead of thinking so much I just block everything out. Sleeping is always a temporary cure/blockage to all sadness. So yeah I've been sleeping a lot. Like throughout the day.. 1hour, 20minutes, 30minutes… & I slept at 12 last night. Yup. I just refuse to be awake. I'm so happy for this Jingwen though. She finally has the courage to confess to the guy she likes and….. HAHAHAHA the response was actually positive. Yay~~~
Finally let it all out to Winnie just now. I don't really feel much better because the problem's still there. But…… I guess this is the process of it all. So yeah. We'll see. Goodbye tomorrow's Monday…. :(
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