I SURVIVED THURSDAY!!! Yay time for the weekends. Well there's still a Friday to go... It would fly by so fast if I had something to look forward to but.... Mr pig cancelled his plans on me. Hahahah oh well no choice. Army boy. Spending Valentine's alone again. Would've gone out with Yvonne... This bij. Say I'm her date then she's not even in Singapore. I wanna go out yet I'm so lazy to find my friends..... So many friends I could catch up with on a Friday night but..... HAHAHA oh wells shanny being shanny the lazy pig. I would choose my sleep over anything any day whoops sorry my darlz. We'll see we'll see

Hip hop today made me realised how uncomfortable I am with freestyle. LOL OK NO I ALWAYS KNEW I COULDN'T FREESTYLE. Why is XT so freestyle I can't stand it. I don't like freestyling in a dance studio. Meh. I miss you Mycs can you just fly back to Singapore sobs T_T I miss nice choreographies and awesome songs.... Sigh she told us not to compare her with our new teacher BUT THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE. We all know that. I like how he's so friendly and funny and all but his style is so not ma style. Like nooooooo.

My knee and hip is giving in again. This always happens when I'm reaching project week. My hip hurts like crazy :( & my shoulders..... Sigh so painful. Doesn't help that it's also bruised at my shoulder area.

Boohooooooooooooooo I need ma holidays. Can't stand seeing my friends go on holiday while I  suffer in Singaporeeee. Can't believe I have to live without Yvonne for the next 3/4 months. Oh my god save me guys this is ridiculous. Can't wait for her to graduate and stay in SG for goooood.

So many things I'm doubting about in my life and I don't know if I'm even doing it right. So annoyed how from time to time these kinda thoughts just can't escape from my mind. Don't really know what's going on with how I feel. So many doubts all of a sudden. Not that I'm being insecure and shit I am just afraid to open up and then fall deep down into a well that I might end up taking so long to come out again. Zzzzz "Good things don't come easy."

Right now it's not even 9.30pm and I'm yawning non-stop already. How in the world am i so tired every single day??? I'm just happy the weekends are nearing. Woohoo goodnight people