Start of a new week again

"I wish you needed my friendship as much as I need yours. I wish you could see that we can be friends like we were before but I don't think you will grant me this. Somewhere in our distance and your determined silence, we grew sour. You vacated our friendship for good and our chord snapped. You didn't tell me you did this, how could you? You haven't spoke to me since it happened, but I didn't need to be told. I felt you leave. I gave you enough of my heart to notice when the bit of it left in yours was pushed out for good."

One day of rest is not enough. I need a week's long of weekend. 4 days to go out and have fun. 3 days to stay home and rot. My body is still so sore and achy from school and I can't believe the cycle is starting again. What the shit ain't got no rest yo. My only consolation for this week is that, we have no albert's classes this coming Tuesday, which is a HUGE RELIEF to me. Like hugeeeeeee. His one class determines my mood for the entire day.

Had house party yesterday. Was already planning to go Play with Shawn and co since it was the last night... But dad last minute told me we were going to bainian after our house party. Bainian at some stranger's house that I don't even like going... Dad didn't seemed angry with me anymore since yesterday so I wanted it to stay that way. So my friends went without me. Sigh but I was really tired though. I didn't even know why i was so tired. I slept in the afternoon yet I was still so tired. Slept at like 12am while everyone's out having fun. Alright I'm just gonna wait till Jingwen's thesis is over and we can all go party together.

Had an impromptu meet up with Davin just now. This boy wanna go shopping but ended up buying nonsense. We all know how stoned I am on Sundays. We all know how much I hate Sundays. -_- the whole day I'm just like stoned out. Felt bad because I think my negative energy was abit too strong... I tried though but maybe not hard enough lol. & I really was thankful too that he tried to make me smile. "I love people who can make me laugh even when I don't want to smile."

Went home and got "interrogated". Oh well hahaha my parents. Had a long heart to heart talk with them about school and boys and all that jazz. I am really happy things are on good terms now and I've cleared the air. I feel so much better talking things out with them. They were probably one of the reasons why I was so meh meh. No matter what they are my parents and they will be the people that will always be there for me. I love them. I'm happy they're so much more open with me now than before. Yay <3

This weekend was not bad, thanks to a certain somebody. I hope this coming week is going to be a good one. Whatever it is I'm just gonna survive through. I know I will.