Getting more and more creeped out by this person and I don''t even know what to do. Someone teach me how to tell someone to fuck off in a nice manner. Someone seriously needs to teach me. Either that or I'm just gonna play my silent game already. Gosh this is not happening. Demi Lovato's Something We're Not is seriously dedicated to you. NOT GONNA HAPPEN DUDE

"I should've known when I got you alone

                                                 That you were way too into me to know

This isn't love boy, this ain't even close

But you always think we're something that we're not"

I miss being free. I never even bloody commit to anything yet I feel like I did. Wtf? I only like it when the person i like is clingy to me. NOT the person I have no feelings for. -_- God. Irritating me so much I don't even know what to say. These kinda things how to force? Give me a break already and just make things easy for me. Go away. Lol. The best part is that I even told him already. I TOLD. It's not like I didn't. He just couldn't get it. Gawd you burdensome piece of shiat. I'm gonna get karma from all these. Yeah I know. The karma is not getting who I want. Yeah I already am receiving my karma. So whatevers. 

Really not liking the Winstedt project. Anything to do with Winstedt I hate la. Stupid place. How can LASALLE's second campus be so lousy and shitty looking and all. I can't understand. Even normal secondary schools look way nicer. Windstedt just feels too sad k. Gives me too much sad vibes. I don't like. But I like that school starts at 9 everyday this week. I swear if school is at 9 everyday I won't even freaking be late lor. Sigh stupid school. 30minutes really makes a super huge difference okay. 

Sigh all those waiting for dinners to happen aint even gonna happen anymore. This is sadness. Maybe that's why this whole week I'm so dazed. I can literally be alone the whole day and not even notice. I hate people who create drama. LIKE WHY THE FUCK. Why? -_- Nothing to look forward to, living life from day to day. Waiting for sky to drop. Waiting for happy moments to miraculously happen.. 

Want to sleep but everyday get tormented by the winstedt project. Kanasai tell me what is life. & I honestly can't get over the fact that I might get retained. Lol do I seriously wanna fucking retain? -_- God I really don't know man. So useless me sian