Went out with jai jai today. Sigh sometimes I really wish she was a guy cuz then she'd be my perfect boyfriend. NO FREAKING JOKE I'D MARRY HER IF SHE WAS A GUY. Done deal. We laugh over the stupidest things and no matter what I'm always happy when I'm with her.

 Probably won't even see him until year 3. Lol oh wells doesn't really matter anyway I'm not even important.. Last week of official lessons next week.. Will be having rehearsals after that but chances of bumping into him is really less than 5%. Sigh i foresee myself dreaming of even more heartbreaking dreams for the next few days. This is horrible. The last sem didn't even end this way. Omg this suckkkkkks