Solitude

"I cannot seem to say these words aloud. To me, saying goodbye had always seemed so final. Life is crazy like that. People come in and out of your life; neither one is ever expected. I have found, however, that some people will always come back to you. The ones that are meant to be in your life will return somewhere down the road. Unfortunately, I do not believe you will ever return. That is why I have to say goodbye." 

Yesterday... was one hell of an unexpected night. So many of my seniors were at Fclub. Literally the whole BA 3 class. Edem and Jacob and Syaril... of course ma homies Andrea Jingwen Luvenia and Laban, Sonia too. Gosh LASALLE party sia serious. So I saw Megan after 2 freaking years. WOW by coincidence some more. Amazing :') I'll never forget those times where we spazz over Bang Mir muahahaha. & Sitifarah. Well she definitely haven't changed. HAHA. 

My night was going so well..... & fun.. & then I lose control. Argh. I actually remembered everything that has happened. I feel like I was just asking for it. Why am I such a Serena when it comes to partying. WHY AM I SO CRAZY WHEN I AM HIGH. It's crazy and shocking. YES I'm shocked at myself I can't imagine what the others think of me now. Sigh eh whatevers I live this year with everyone judging me like crazy I can't even be bothered anymore. Like what didn't I say I only club when I'm sad? YES I STILL STAND BY THAT RULE. So what's wrong with going all out? Lol ok I didn't meant for any of that shit to happen honestly. I also thought there wouldn't be much drinks to begin with. But wow hohoho yesterday was AWESUMMMMMM. I go there to see Rohi only HAHA. I swear he's so my type but he's so freaking attached. This is extreme sadness I can't even. Woohoo my eye candy so cute

Honestly out of all the photos I took, this was the one and only clearest photos. WELL THANK GOD? HAHAHA. I was so sad they didn't post our group photo the other time okay! Sigh and he was inside the photo somemore.. How dare they!!!!!  

I really hope I'll wake up in time tomorrow. By 12 tonight I'll be in bed. I PROMISE hahaha.