I am.... FEELING SHITTY AS HELL.

I hate it when I take a day off in a week and then I'm like fuck there's school again tomorrow. I hate it because I have SO MANY WORK TO DO. & When I get stressed I JUST DON'T DO ANYTHING. I think I've said it every freaking semester on my blog like what even. I feel like this all the damn time at this time of the semester. WHY

I'm so mad this boy refused to let me send him off to the airport. "I don't want you to go home alone. It's so late eh blah blah blah" Oh my god what nonsense how old am I. I'm trying to understand him but at the same time, IT'S 23DAYS THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE YOU. Ah gah.... What have I gotten myself into..

First time ever a guy is annoyed at what I'm wearing. & what was I wearing? I was wearing a crop top and shorts. THAT'S ALLLLL and he got all cray cray about it. That wasn't the only time. That day when I was wearing a dress for the interview, he KEPT on pulling my dress down so it'll look like it's a super long dress. HAHAHA oh my god my dear boy. Why you so funny.. So funny how I actually thought that was cute. How he's so protective over me. It's actually so cute I swear. LOL I told him one of my friends were also going to Germany for training. Woah shit he got all siao siao about it too. HAHAHA omg typing this is just really making me laugh. He thought it was my ex or somebody.. I was like NO he was just an ex classmate.... Then he got all possessive and say "You're mine okay" I'm just like god don't say that. (Cuz it's sexy when he says it hahahahaha muahahahaha)

No I'm nobody's

No guys I'm still single hahahahaha wtf

Yes maybe I'm dating muahahahaha ok

I'm being cray cray now too but yeah 23 days

I'm giving myself 23 days. If I can survive this 23 days and if after 23 days things are still this way.... I guess it's just really meant to be? Maybe god really did just threw a good guy to me... Becuz right now I'm speechless all i can say is that he's the only person ever.... That is actions > words. NO OK ACTUALLY.... actions and words EQUIVALENT. He does what he says and he mean what he says. I can be the ugliest person ever and yet in his eyes I'm still a princess. I don't know how. I really don't know... Why am I like this.... HE KNOWS I'M LIKE THIS and he still doesn't mind sobs I'm going crazy. I don't know I do not wish to tell anyone what is going on. NO. I will give myself till the end of this year. I don't know who reads my blog.... Maybe no one... Maybe everyone.... LOL But.... Oh wells if you're important to me I guess you'll hear from me when I'm ready I guess.