I'm obviously supposed to be sleeping right now because I gotta be up at like 9 cuz I'm meeting the boy at 10.... But heck I decided to blog instead cuz got them feels yo

I've made the decision to tell my mom.... I honestly don't know if it's the right one. Cuz honestly I don't want it to turn out like the last time... Of course I feel like I have so much less things to worry now cuz I don't need to hide from them, but at the same time, would I be able to stand their nosiness? Especially my mom's?! CLINGY AS HELL NOISY AS HELL AND NOSY AS HELL. I'm saying this because the previous experience was bad as hell and really I do not want it to happen again. Now that I'm writing this I'm gonna remind myself to warn my mother tomorrow morning to not bother about me and my dating life. 

I'm a blissful girl right now. I don't know what the future holds. But.... I honestly honestly hope all will work out well. Fuck my life I actually have ALOT of things to blog about but I suddenly remember I have an extra early Christmas card to write shit...... SHIT HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN OMG I want to kill myself right now I deserve to die goodbye