Woke up this morning and went like what the fuck it's another school day!?!?!? I had a shock of my life. Half of my mind went like "NO WAY IM SURE ITS SATURDAY" and another half was like "SHIT IM FUCKING LATE FOR SCHOOL" What the fuck has school done to me. Also I dreamt that I was pregnant?!?!?!?!?! WHAT THE FAAAAAK. Am i nuts. But really though I honestly wanna be a mama soon. I wish I was at that age where I can be a mama already. I want my own baby!!!!!

But oh yeah. It's Saturday indeed. & I'm not seeing my boyfriend.... Been missing him like crazy nowadays. Sometimes to an extent where I have to pull myself back in case he thinks I'm mad. Or like there are some times when it just doesn't seem like he misses me... I'm always on my phone looking at him blue tick me... I know he's busy but oh wells.... Gotta get used to it.

Fucking hate school. Fucking hate army. Timings are forever clashing. I'm trying so hard to not burn my fucking weekends. I hate projects. I hate group work. I hate presentations. I just fucking hate it. Why can't you just give me fucking stupid 1000 2000 3000 word essays. Ima write it to you and get that shit over and done with. Why do we always have to have fucking project work.

Ah seriously.