Woke up at 8ish in the morning automatically and didn't even felt tired. Definitely didn't have a good sleep but I couldn't fell back to sleep? Oh man..
The morning passed by so slowly today and I'm just over here thinking how great it'd be if baby was beside me.. I want another staycation with baby... I miss waking up and seeing him beside me.. This time I can enjoy because I don't have to worry if there's school the next day.. But when will it be though.. Aw man :(
I've just been looking back at the past few months and reminiscing how it all started and all. Everytime I think back of all the silly times it just really brings a smile to my face. I guess this makes me miss him even more but it also gives me a reminder to how much I love him and to put aside bad memories (though when I think about it even bad memories are quite funny now LOL)
Hahahah it's funny how I've never imagined my life as a 20 year old to be like this. Things really are so unexpected sometimes.
I'm so bored I even went to search up all the stupid math just to get a new flat from the HDB. There are still many years to go but just the thought of the waiting time can drive me crazy 3 freaking years.... Ok actually no la let's just count out the waiting time because we all forgot my room is kinda spacious HAHAHAHA. So let's just say 3 years... There's still 3 years. Just fast forward time already..
Today's one of those days where I didn't get to talk much to him, which kinda makes me feel like I'm sooooo far away from him. It's just this feeling. His connection was basically fucked up the entire afternoon which probably ruined his mood and also he was busy as hell. I'm just so shagged from school. My back's giving me so many problems. I just want to be a sloth right now.
Negative energy from negative people. Sometimes it's so strong it's so hard to ignore. Especially when I'm someone like a chameleon that adapts to people's freaking moods. Can't do this shit. Meh I just need my mom my boyfriend and my clique.. Seriously but none of them are near me right now.
I'm so bored I even went to search up all the stupid math just to get a new flat from the HDB. There are still many years to go but just the thought of the waiting time can drive me crazy 3 freaking years.... Ok actually no la let's just count out the waiting time because we all forgot my room is kinda spacious HAHAHAHA. So let's just say 3 years... There's still 3 years. Just fast forward time already..
Today's one of those days where I didn't get to talk much to him, which kinda makes me feel like I'm sooooo far away from him. It's just this feeling. His connection was basically fucked up the entire afternoon which probably ruined his mood and also he was busy as hell. I'm just so shagged from school. My back's giving me so many problems. I just want to be a sloth right now.
Negative energy from negative people. Sometimes it's so strong it's so hard to ignore. Especially when I'm someone like a chameleon that adapts to people's freaking moods. Can't do this shit. Meh I just need my mom my boyfriend and my clique.. Seriously but none of them are near me right now.
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