My mind is full of shit.

Finally done with the last composition class of my life. I'm done with that shit and I don't care how I score. I'm just over it.

It's officially the last week of schedule school for me and yet I'm still so reactant to go for redundant classes. At least if you give me like something to reach out for I will go. But right now it's just why the fuck am I wasting my time in school. Just let me grad already.

I'm so used to spending my weekends with baby. Ever since I've been with him I've picked up the habit of waking up early. Like I wanna spend as much time with him as possible. & I'm really going crazy... Because I've been burring my weekends cuz of assessments... You know it'd be great if he could accompany me during the weekdays like he does on the weekends but on the weekends I just wanna concentrate on himmmmm and not school worrrrrrrrk oh ma gad :(

I just had to blog because ever since monday night I've been stoning and stoning and stoning. Literally wasting my life away knowing that I have so many shit to do.

I have my stupid NAC presentation that needs a lot of shit to do and I'm supposed to have a meeting with them tonight (waste my fucking time). Then I have another stupid NAC shit with another group and the presentation is next week dafak?!?!?!? I also have my hip hop choreography assessment that is yet to be completed. I have to finish by this Saturday but I'm not even done choreographing DAFAK!!!!! Ok technically there are only these 3 assessments left BUT IT'S LIKE TAKING OVER MY MIND!!!!! Plus I have other hip hop rehearsals going on cuz of my classmates and DANM THAT SHIT CUZ ITS BURNIN MY WEEKENDS AND I DO NOT LIKE

What I'm feeling now is how I'm feeling when I just transferred to bishan park. The feeling where no one else mattered except the times when I spend in my mother's room before heading to bed. I just loved the feeling of spending it with them and I just didn't want the next day to come because I fucking hated school and the new environment and me not knowing anyone there. Right now nothing else matters except that bird bird of mine. Always trying to squeeze bloody time out just for him but it's so hard.

All of us are yolo-ing like free. Fuck morning classes. Our assessments are freaking over why do you still schedule classes.... We could be using that time to finish up our other assessments rather than wasting our night time when we could be at home SLEEPING. Can't stand this shit..

Commitment? NOPE. I'M SO NOT COMMITTED TO SCHOOL.

I'M CRAY CRAY I MISS DYALN ONG YAO HUIIIIII

Reading posts from 7 months ago and I can't believe I'm still here posting about him. Heheheheheh yay I've made the right decision becuz I know this boy is gonna stay in my life foreverrrrrr <3