This is so lame...... and stupid.... But... Finally someone's giving me some sort of opportunity.... Omg I feel sooooooo frustrated for the past 3 years because even my friends don't give me opportunities when they get it.. They never ever count me in in anything.. Saddens me.. It's like I want to do it so badly but I never ever get the chance to..

I'm pmsing really badly right now :'( I've been so clingy and I miss him everyday so badly especially these past few days.. I can stay up 3-4 hours just thinking about nonsense and he just got angry at me over something so small... Sobs shouldn't have said anything.. sobsobbbbb

Sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb I'm alone again at night by myself.. I want to sleep.. maybe I should pop some sleeping pills :'(  Sobsssssssssssss sob sob sob just sob I want a hug right nao