I'm so frustrated :( Because baby just feels so far away from me and I just can't help but feel so sad... I tried!!!!! I thought I can get through the day without much difficulty but that's a lie. It'll be a lie if I say I don't feel anything :( 

Every few hours I have this urge to text him even though I know there won't be a reply.. And then I feel sad because there won't be a reply.. OH MA GAD I HATE THIS FEELING CAN THIS DONT HAPPEN AGAIN SOBSSSSSS I WISH I CAN SPAM MILLIONS OF SOBBING EMOJI OVER HERE RIGHT NAO. 

It's probably like the midnight talk and shit but really no I've been feeling like this all day :( and it's only day one how the fuck am i gonna survive one full week of this..... 

I thought watching drama will let time pass faster but damnit Chef and na bong sun is so cute together it makes me cry I feel single again what the fuck!!!!!! How do girls not overthink you tell me. I suddenly have this thought like maybe after 9 days he will feel comfortable without texting me and slowly we will feel comfortable without each other OH MY GOD THIS IS NONSENSE THINKING UT WHY AM I THINKING LIDDIS. T_T I keep wishing like suddenly he will text me omg this is so sad baby I miss you so much I want to craiiiii I feel so weird not seeing him for the weekend this is so sad I'm so sad I'm feeling so sad!!!!!!!!!!! And I still have one more weekend without him this is crazyyyyy

Oh my god save me somebody just save me this is mother fucking torture